The meaning behind the birth in April..!

~Sangat aktif dan dinamik.

~Cepat bertindak membuat keputusan tetapi cepat menyesal.

~Sangat menarik dan pandai menjaga diri.

~Punya daya mental yang sangat kuat.

~Suka diberi perhatian.

~Sangat diplomatik (pandai memujuk ).

~Berkawan dan pandai menyelesaikan masalah orang.

~Sangat berani dan tiada perasaan takut.

~Suka perkara yang mencabar, pengasih, penyayang, sopan santun dan pemurah.

~Emosi cepat terusik.

~Cuba kawal perasaan.

~Kecenderungan bersifat pendendam.

~Agresif dan kelam kabut dalam membuat keputusan.

~Kuat daya ingatan.

~Gerak hati yang sangat kuat.

~Pandai mendorong diri sendiri dan memotivasikan orang lain.

~Berpenyakit disekitar kepala dan dada.

~Sangat cemburu dan terlalu cemburu.

Wow..i can not deny...haha..almost all of it is true..muahahaa..cish..i put a red mark is nothing lar..haha..so, to anyone(including you sygg), be careful with me okay..haha

The Poetry..!

Saat kita berdiri di bawah sinaran matahari terbenam,

Kita tertanya-tanya siapa diri kita sebenarnya,

Aku ingin tahu apa yang kau lihat tentang diriku,

Adakah hanya luaran atau sesuatu dari dalam diriku.

Usaplah jari-jemarimu pada rambutku,

Tunjukkan padaku bahawa kau benar-benar peduli,

Hari demi hari, dan selamanya,

Ketika aku dan kau tidak mempunyai ketakutan.

Saat kau katakan kau mencintaiku,

Saat itulah aku memberikan kunci,

Untuk hati, jiwa dan fikiranku,

Aku senang untuk tahu bahawa kau milikku.

Aku mahu bertahan selamanya,

Untuk kita akan selalu bersama,

Merasa sakit atau kemanisan bersama,

Aku ingin kau selalu berada dekat denganku.

Dalam setiap pelukan bukannya angan-angan,

Saat aku bersamamu aku merasakan wujud cinta sejati antara kita.

Memelukku erat dan tidak mahu membiarkan aku pergi,

Jangan biarkan aku hilang dilautan yang luas.

Kerana aku milikmu, selamanya itu pasti,

Aku milikmu untuk selama-lamanya.

Janji terpatri bahawa setiap kata-kataku dengan sesungguhnya,

Tanpamu disisi, aku mati tak mahu hidup pun tak mampu.

Especially for you my beloved..this is our poetry..love you..

just update..!

hmm..i'm sleepy actually, but can't sleep..so, nothing to do alreday..so better update my blog..tired erh..so many assignment given by lecturer..but everything has been completed/done already..
today, after class i went to the library with my princess and elfy till 7pm..after that we take our dinner at KFC karamunsing complex..i feel so tired oO..but i'm happy because my beloved always with me..the tired feel vanished..:)


~Final exam..
arggh..final exams will be start on 8hb december..my first paper is perkembangan kendiri..there is no preparation for later examination..what should i do ar? i don't know..naaa kann..huh..feel so stress already..honestly, i am very lazy..:(

Not number one but my ONLY one...

when i say "i miss you"

i'll miss you everytime

when i say "i love you"

i really mean it

when i say "i'm promise"

i'll will promise 4ever.

just for you my ONLY one.

A song of you..!

The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus-Your Guardian Angel

When I see your smile

Tears run down my face 

I can't replace

And now that I'm strong 

I have figured out

How this world turns cold 

and it breaks through my soul

And I know I'll find 

deep inside me 

I can be the one

I will never let you fall(let you fall)

I'll stand up with you forever

I'll be there for you through it all(though it all)

Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.

Seasons are changing

And waves are crashing

And stars are falling all for us

Days grow longer and nights grow shorter

I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall (let you fall)

I'll stand up with you forever

I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)

Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart

Please don't throw that away

Cuz I'm here for you

Please don't walk away and

Please tell me you'll stay, stay

Use me as you will

Pull my strings just for a thrill

And I know I'll be okay

Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall

I'll stand up with you forever

I'll be there for you through it all

Even if saving you sends me to heaven

~not number one but only one~

the song of journey in my life..!

Guy Sebastian-Angels Brought Me Here

[Verse 1]

It's been a long and winding journey, but i'm finally here tonight

Picking up the pieces, walking back into the light

Into the sunset of your glory, where my heart and future lies

There's nothing like that feeling, when i look into your eyes...

[Bridge]

My dreams came true, when i found you

I found you, my miracle...

[Chorus]

If you could see, what i see, that you're the answer to my prayers

And if you could feel, the tenderness i feel

You would know, it would be clear, that angels brought me here...

[Verse 2]

Standing here before you, feels like i've been born again

Every breath is your love, every heartbeat speaks your name...

[Bridge 2]

My dreams came true, right here in front of you

My miracle...

[Chorus]

If you could see, what i see, you're the answer to my prayers

And if you could feel, the tenderness i feel

You would know, it would be clear, that angels brought me here...

[Bridge 3]

Brought me here to be with you,

I'll be forever grateful (oh forever Faithful)

My dreams came true

When I found you

My miracle...

[Chorus]

If you could see, what i see, you're the answer to my prayers

And if you could feel, the tenderness i feel

You would know, it would be clear, that angels brought me here...

Yes they brought me here...

If you could feel, the tenderness i feel...

You would know, it would be clear, that angels brought me here...

This song is really happening in my life. i tried to understand the meaning of this song, and it's true it happened in my life. i mean in search of love in my life.. as long as i never though a half of my dreams come true. so many obstacles, trials, and challenges me to get all of this. not as easy as i thought. i am grateful for all this..thanks my god, special thanks for my beloved Renny Azie Gasmin because accept me as you lover..tQ so much..i really love you..and never will changed this feelings..i hope this relationship will be last forever..Amen..:)

All my life..!

All my life, as far back as i can remember, i'd had such low confidence in myself and my abilities. yet, there has always been (mostly in the background until very recently) a steely determination, an oft overlooked sense of worthiness, uniqueness and strength. i believe these characteristics can be found in every woman, if only each of us would look within, find them and believe in ourselves.

we have so many choices in our day to day lives, including choosing how we feel, think, act and respond, and my wish is that more and more women (and men) would gain enough confidence in themselves and their abilities to truly make a positive difference in not only their own lives, but in the lives of their families, loved ones and friends, to spread joy, happiness, health and love throughout the world.

What it's?

I'm so bored and nie lar kejadiannya/hasilnya bila saya borink..hahaa..

                                   S.A.A                  ♥                      R.A.G

                                        

  Cinta itu tidak membuat dunia berputar 

tetapi cinta yang membuat perjalanan hidup kita lebih berharga

bulan 11 sudah pula..!

Naaa kan bulan sebelas suda...punya cepat masa berlalu saya rasa lar..cish..
banyak benda yang suda dilalui kunun..dan banyak benda juga yang kita mesti kena fikir...apakah yang patut difikirkan? the FUTURE or in malay masa depan...tidak tahu oO macam mana lar kehidupan saya 2 atau 3 tahun akan datang nie..wait and see jaa lar..for me, the future really need the past for guide the future. some people maybe disagree but that is the reality..don't believe? sendiri mahu fikir lar..haha..

~30hb10..
Me and my housemate(Zul) back to keningau..saya balik kampung lar..apa lagi..and si zul balik di rumah mak cik dia..we use company owned cars TM(Telekom M'sia). si zul kerja di TM cawangan sabah ar..sebab tue lar dapat pakai kereta yang disewa TM..si Zul kan bos...haha..suka hati dia lar..haha..
memang tidak puas lar di kampung..aiya..yg ptg tebalik kg baa kan..wlu pn 1 hari jaa..lgi pula saya tidak boleh kasi tinggal seseorang di kk lama2..haha..^_* we can not be far away kan princess ku..hehe..

Overall ranking for october..!

Blogger title                               Point

1. Akikalawon                              -303

2. Inpirations of faith                    -282

3. Jejari pitik                                -277

4 .Some things just feel                  -244

5. Anna                                       -231

6. 4-shared lipomola                     -228

7. Nothing at all                           -223

8. Exquisite                                  -209  

9. Only me                                  -207

10. Syai ezal ryzal                          -201     

11. Kaoru fairytale                         -196

12. Simply imperfect life                 -164           

13. The jyn roaring stories              -152                     
14. Elie sanora                               -147
15. My random thoughts                -129                

*blogger2 yg rjin/sering dikemaskini oleh si pemiliknya...yg x tersenarai tue mmg jrang update lar..hahaaa..just for fun..:) peace..no war..^_*

A message..!

I dream of tomorrow being a brighter day, a new gift of hope, respect, and more love for all life. i want to kiss all of your tears away, i want to hold your hand and walk beside you, i want to respect the beauty of your heart and share the light of your soul with mine. you are forever in my heart and together we can make a more beautiful life today for a more beautiful world tomorrow..

**Renungan bersama**

If we want more in our life, then appreciate what we've already got. develop an "attitude of gratitude" and we'll be amazed at the blessings that enter our life. remember that even the smallest of things count, each grain of sand contributes something to that beautiful beach, each blade of grass, each petal of the rose makes the world more beautiful. learn to be thankful.

Last night i received message from someone and i don't know who the sender...a few minutes later, i received another message..its the same sender..i did not understand the 1st message, but after receiving the 2nd message, i can understand it.

the 1st message says "kasih menutup segala sesuatu"

the 2nd message says"jika kita meletakkan kasih dalam sesuatu hubungan, apa pun masalah atau hal-hal yang menyakitkan hati dapat ditutupi dengan kasih. dengan itu anda takkan ada kebencian terhadap sesiapa pun"

I was wondering who the mysterious sender? why did send me a message like that? i'm not finished thinking about the message...i think the 1st message is the actual sentence and the 2nd message is the meaning of that sentence..maybe kot..i didn't reply that message because my mood is not okay..just ignore who the sender lar..it does not matter..but i really appreciate the words that sent..a very deep meaning..:)
from the message, i have learned something new..thanks so much  for the sender.

Alif Satar - Cukup Indah

Tak pernah aku jauh darimu
Meninggalkan cinta kita
Tak pernah aku meluka hatimu
Perasaan dan jiwamu
Segalanya telah ku serah
Hanya engkau terindah

Hanya kerna kau yang cukup indah
Untuk dimiliki dan untuk dicintai
Ku tahu kau mahu ada di hati
Untuk didampingi untuk disayangi

Tiada yang lain selain dirimu
Kekal tinggi di hatiku
Tiada pengganti yang mampu ku cari
Yang secantik diri kamu
Cinta ini untuk dirimu
Rasa ini untukmu

Hanya kerna kau yang cukup indah
Untuk dimiliki dan untuk dicintai

happy sunday day..!

                                      

enjoy the song...No God No Peace, Know God Know Peace..:)

today i went to church, and before returning home i talk with aelyse for a while..we talk about conference PMM SIB SABAH at the end of november at KDCA penampang..i think i can't go because at the time final exam is coming..huhu..hope next year can go..:)

Not number one but ONLY ONE!!!

You’re a song i can sing

Written by the hand of God

You’re a tune i can put to my music

Composed by the choir of angels

All what my heart looks for.

You’re my sunshine after the rain

Shining brightly after dawn

You’re the only hibiscus in the garden

Blossoming in the afternoon, gardenia of my heart

The moon in my darkest night.

You’re a star in the sky i can follow

Lead me to the valley of lilies

You’re a planet i can live in

Held in the system of eternal love

The milky way of my living.

You’re the calm after the storm

I get the smoothest sail

You’re the ocean of love

Waters that keep me alive

Send from above.

You’re a story i can tell

Interesting than the fairy tales

Every day i write ya’ history

You’re no longer a mystery

Oh yes i know, you’re the one.

You’re a smile i can put on

The curve that sets things straight

You’re everything to me, alright

That i want out rightly, home

The thing is, honey

You mean the whole world to me

You know i love you.

Loving you Renny Azie..!

When we started talking love struck my heart,

We are like two birds our love will never fly apart.

Love is the message my heart will send you,

My heart has found true love that special feeling in you.

Asking what is true love about,

It's how you feel on the inside never judge from what on the out.

When i fell in love my heart became yours,

As my heart rain love pours.

Your love is what my heart was looking for,

You have the key to my heart so open that special door.

You are on my mind everyday,

Your love touches my heart in a special way.

Hold me tight while i'm hugging you,

You have my heart i will never stop loving you!!