"Be your self in your own way"

Tuesday, September 25, 2012

betulkah keptutusan saya?

Setelah sekian lamanya saya tidak mengemaskini blog akhirnya hari ini tiba2 pula tergerak hati. sy sendiri pun x tau..just tiba2 teringat yg sudah lama blog ni terbiar tanpa coretan terkini dan terbaru dari tuannya.
where should i start ar? saya pun tidak tau jg apa yg perlu sy ceritakan di sini. sangat banyak kisah yg manis mahu pun pahit tidak tertulis di sini tp walau apa pun ianya tetap segar dalam ingatan saya. ianya sukar bagi saya untuk melupakan sesorang dengan begitu sahaja, sebab bila hati ini sudah sayang memang hanya akan sayang pada yg satu. tapi apa kan daya, hubungan kami hanya sampai setakat itu saja. bgi saya, tiada siapa yg salah. mungkin buat masa sekarang kami memang tiada jodoh tapi di masa akan datang siapa tahu kan..i hope that. saya berharap sangat dia pndai jaga diri dan dia tidak akan lupa masa2 kami bersama selama ini.

Friday, December 2, 2011


Everything in life is temporary, so if things are going good, i'll enjoy it because it won't last forever. and if things are going bad, i do not worry, because it can't last forever either. but i'm always hope that i will always appreciate what i have in my life.

i really love you so please understand my feelings towards you.


Wednesday, October 12, 2011

Something i realize!

The longer I live, the more I realize the impact of attitude on life. Attitude, to me, is more important than facts. It is more important than the past, the education, the money, than circumstances, than failure, than successes, than what other people think or say or do. It is more important than appearance, giftedness or skill.
I am convinced that life is 10% what happens to me and 90% of how I react to it. And so it is with you... we are in charge of our Attitudes..

Wednesday, August 31, 2011

Bye August and welcome to September!

This year, our country celebrate two very important event. so, Salam Aidilfitri to Muslims and Happy Independence Day 54th..:) long i did not update my blog pula..jarang online suda baa..
oO yaa..hari ini hari terakhir pula di bulan ogos kan..besok bulan september suda..semakin lama semakin cepat pula masa berlalu kan..i knew it and we have to pursue the time as the proverb "masa itu emas". so, manage your time wisely..:)

apa mahu cerita nie ar?..macam byk baa nie mahu cerita tapi malas pula mahu menaip pnjang2..
oO yaa..dari yang 29hb kn sampai besok KONFERENSI PMM sib sabah ke-32 pula tue di dewan KDCA penampang..rindu pula mahu join..ssh baa mau jlan if malam..xpa lar next year ada lagi..harap2 nti dpt p.

ok lar skrg crta about my studies,
sem nie kan sy sem 7 suda..haha..tmbah 1 sem nie..mnyesal oO drop sbjek dlu..klu lar sy tau xpa lar...super senior suda nie..hahaaa..bkn sy jaa baa..rmai lgi member2 yg len.. tp xpa lar tngl 2 or 3 bln lgi hbs suda lar..bida oO mau hbis study suda..aiya..mau cari kerja? adui..mcm lar senang..kena ada working experience lgi..suda lar x pnah krja nie..krja kmpung sy tau lar..mcm memoreh getah g2..pngalaman jg kar tue? hahaaa..whatever lar..:)  i was afraid to move into the realm of full commitment when i've a family..bukan apa, but i am afraid i can not take responsibility as a man..ish..smpai situ pula sy fkir skrg nie..but i think i am a mature man when thinking that i right? 

My relationship..
hbgan sy pula dgn my only one is running smoothly.
biasa lar tue kn if gduh2..mmg tue lar lumrah kehidupan..gduh2 syg cakap mematangkan perhubungan..
you're always valuable, worthwhile human being, not because anybody says, but because you're very valuable for me.

Sunday, July 31, 2011

you & me

I forget it’s not about me and some things are not for me to know, though i do care more than i want to.  The Lord works in mysterious ways and you and i met for some reason.

I think God is molding you and me. He loves us and thinks we are more precious and wonderful than we can even begin to imagine. God will watch over you and will protect you and guide you like i did before. i hope i'll get the chance again and i wish only the best for you..i'll waiting.:)

Thursday, July 21, 2011

I love my life !

Some things i have learned on my never ending journey of this thing called life, i have learned if i want to be happy, i can be. i have learned if i want to be humble, i can. if i want to be full of peace, i can be. i can feel anything i want, because i know i have choices in my daily life..i love my life right now.!

Friday, July 8, 2011

Hey..I'm back !

The past does not equal the future.
Because you may have failed a moment ago,
all day today,
or for the last six months,
or for the last sixteen years,
or for the last fifty years of your life
doesn't mean anything.
All that matters is
what are you going to do now?

Every morning when I get up, the first thing I decide is:
What do I want?
Misery? Blissfulness?
What am I going to choose today?
And it happens that I always choose blissfulness.
It is my choice, it is my life..

I Love you so much bby..

Saturday, June 4, 2011

Happy anniversary !

happy anniversary for us because it was a year passed..our relationship is running smoothly..hopely our relationship will last forever..Amen..

Just flashback our love
Let me begin this word, this prelude to an encounter, formally, as a declaration, in the old-fashioned way, i love you. You do not know me (although you have seen me, smiled at me). I know you (although not so well as i would like. I want to be there when your eyes flutter open in the morning, and you see me, and you smile. Surely this would be paradise enough?). So i do declare myself to you now, with pen set to paper. I declare it again: I love you till the last of my life.

20 ways to make your relationship successful

1.Make sure you want to be in a relationship and
that the person you are with is right for you.

2.Trust each other.

3.Be a little flexible in terms of how much
closeness and togetherness you need.

4.Learn how to communicate in ways that will
promote your relationship and build closeness and
understanding between you. For example, show
respect, not criticism.

5.Learn how to love yourself and how to be in
touch with your own emotions don't deny or
suppress what you may be feeling or thinking.

6.Find ways to keep the passion in your
relationship alive. Stay sweet, thoughtful and
caring. Be loyal or faithful  and don't forget to say I love you.

7.Learn to tolerate adversity and stress.

8.Experience life together as an adventure.

9.Accept also each other's difference in traits and

10.Take time out of each day to grow your
relationship together.

11.Get over your ex's. Don't flirt with them
still or somebody else while you're in a
relationship. Making friends is not bad. But
flirting is different from "just making friends".
Its how you do it. You should know your
limitations. Have some respect for your partner.

12.Don't lie to your partner especially when
you're already caught in the act or there's
evidence to it.

13.Learn to say SORRY for all your faults.

14.Lower your pride especially if you know you
need your partner and you don't have anyone else.

15.Don't take your partner for granted. It's not
good that you draw on your partner for your
personal satisfaction or for your benefit.

16.Don't be insensitive.

17.Don't be fickle-minded, narrow-minded and

18.Don't be boastful of the things you have

19.Be contented with what you have. Be proud of
your partner.

20.Always be happy. 

Monday, April 18, 2011


Person doesn't have time to get attracted with others,
his/her attentions exclusively for the one they love.

Person still gets attracted with others, appreciates beauty,
flirts in some ways, but at the end of the day,
a loyal person knows where his/her heart belongs to.


Friday, April 15, 2011

My birthday.

Today is my happy birthday to me..may God bless me and my future life..amen.
birth is the start of life and death is the last of life. so make our life precious..
thanks to my future wife/girlfriend/princess for today..i really appreacite it..i don't have time so just stop here..later i'll update n keep bloging again.

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

Nothing less, always more.

It [Love] is not a word, nor a single action.
In truth, it can never be wrong
Like the sunrise, perfect in every possible way.
It is many things and yet it must exist
In the small space of the heart.
Once found it can bloom endlessly, with no cease.
It can choke one's throat, bring one to tears..
But it never hides in shadows or in darkness
It never feeds itself on deception.
It grows with trust, honesty and compassion.
Nothing less, always more..

Saturday, April 9, 2011

A time to believe

To believe is to know that
every day is a new beginning.
Is to trust that miracles happen,
and dreams really do come true.
To believe is to find the strength
and courage that lies within us
When it's time to pick up
the pieces and begin again.

To believe is to know
we are not alone,
That life is a gift
and this is our time to cherish it.

To believe is to know
that wonderful surprises are just
waiting to happen,
And all our hopes and dreams are within reach.

If only we believe..:)

Tuesday, March 15, 2011


What is love? How do you know when you really love someone?
I know i really love her because the way i feel for her is the most certain and uncertain thing in my life. I know i’d give anything for her i’d risk it all to be with her but i know if we asked why the answer could be as simple as i love her but the definition to that is as complicated as figuring out what pie is the numbers could go on forever and so could the definition to love everyone has its own. Not only that i know i’d want to be with her for forever but how long will forever be if she’s gone tomorrow will it be enough? How long is enough can it ever really be enough when we really love that person. Everyone says cherish the time we have together the good memories but i love her enough to not only remember the good times but remember our fights too as they happen every time they happen i’d fall in love with her more and not realize it. i remember the bad times because every single one of them led to a really good time and every fight led to us making up and every time he said sorry and i said okay just showed me exactly how much i’m willing to forgive to make forever as long as i can. You’ll can show someone you love them by giving them a hug or whatever but you also can prove it by being honest and faithful like me do with my only one..

Monday, March 7, 2011

Every morning

I dream for happy things to happen. Dreaming is nice and helps me get through sometimes. REASON: it's my mind. In my dreams I can be anything, I can do anything. There are no walls keeping me from getting to where I could be in life. To get somewhere in life, i have to become. To become, i have to learn. To learn, i have to fail. To fail, i have to take risk and chances.
Each morning when I open my eyes I say to myself: I, not events, have the power to make me happy or unhappy today. I can choose which it shall be. Yesterday is dead, tomorrow hasn't arrived yet. I have just one day, today, and I'm going to be happy in it..:)