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Tuesday, October 26, 2010

A message..!

I dream of tomorrow being a brighter day, a new gift of hope, respect, and more love for all life. i want to kiss all of your tears away, i want to hold your hand and walk beside you, i want to respect the beauty of your heart and share the light of your soul with mine. you are forever in my heart and together we can make a more beautiful life today for a more beautiful world tomorrow..

**Renungan bersama**
If we want more in our life, then appreciate what we've already got. develop an "attitude of gratitude" and we'll be amazed at the blessings that enter our life. remember that even the smallest of things count, each grain of sand contributes something to that beautiful beach, each blade of grass, each petal of the rose makes the world more beautiful. learn to be thankful.

Last night i received message from someone and i don't know who the sender...a few minutes later, i received another message..its the same sender..i did not understand the 1st message, but after receiving the 2nd message, i can understand it.
the 1st message says "kasih menutup segala sesuatu"
the 2nd message says"jika kita meletakkan kasih dalam sesuatu hubungan, apa pun masalah atau hal-hal yang menyakitkan hati dapat ditutupi dengan kasih. dengan itu anda takkan ada kebencian terhadap sesiapa pun"

I was wondering who the mysterious sender? why did send me a message like that? i'm not finished thinking about the message...i think the 1st message is the actual sentence and the 2nd message is the meaning of that sentence..maybe kot..i didn't reply that message because my mood is not okay..just ignore who the sender lar..it does not matter..but i really appreciate the words that sent..a very deep meaning..:)
from the message, i have learned something new..thanks so much  for the sender.

Alif Satar - Cukup Indah



Tak pernah aku jauh darimu
Meninggalkan cinta kita
Tak pernah aku meluka hatimu
Perasaan dan jiwamu
Segalanya telah ku serah
Hanya engkau terindah

Hanya kerna kau yang cukup indah
Untuk dimiliki dan untuk dicintai
Ku tahu kau mahu ada di hati
Untuk didampingi untuk disayangi

Tiada yang lain selain dirimu
Kekal tinggi di hatiku
Tiada pengganti yang mampu ku cari
Yang secantik diri kamu
Cinta ini untuk dirimu
Rasa ini untukmu


Hanya kerna kau yang cukup indah
Untuk dimiliki dan untuk dicintai


Sunday, October 24, 2010

happy sunday day..!


                                      

enjoy the song...No God No Peace, Know God Know Peace..:)

today i went to church, and before returning home i talk with aelyse for a while..we talk about conference PMM SIB SABAH at the end of november at KDCA penampang..i think i can't go because at the time final exam is coming..huhu..hope next year can go..:)

Saturday, October 23, 2010

Not number one but ONLY ONE!!!

You’re a song i can sing
Written by the hand of God
You’re a tune i can put to my music
Composed by the choir of angels
All what my heart looks for.

You’re my sunshine after the rain
Shining brightly after dawn
You’re the only hibiscus in the garden
Blossoming in the afternoon, gardenia of my heart
The moon in my darkest night.

You’re a star in the sky i can follow
Lead me to the valley of lilies
You’re a planet i can live in
Held in the system of eternal love
The milky way of my living.

You’re the calm after the storm
I get the smoothest sail
You’re the ocean of love
Waters that keep me alive
Send from above.

You’re a story i can tell
Interesting than the fairy tales
Every day i write ya’ history
You’re no longer a mystery
Oh yes i know, you’re the one.

You’re a smile i can put on
The curve that sets things straight
You’re everything to me, alright
That i want out rightly, home
The thing is, honey
You mean the whole world to me
You know i love you.

Friday, October 22, 2010

Loving you Renny Azie..!

When we started talking love struck my heart,
We are like two birds our love will never fly apart.
Love is the message my heart will send you,
My heart has found true love that special feeling in you.
Asking what is true love about,
It's how you feel on the inside never judge from what on the out.
When i fell in love my heart became yours,
As my heart rain love pours.
Your love is what my heart was looking for,
You have the key to my heart so open that special door.
You are on my mind everyday,
Your love touches my heart in a special way.
Hold me tight while i'm hugging you,
You have my heart i will never stop loving you!!

Day by day..!

Find serenity and tranquility in a world may not always understand. may the pain we have known and the conflict we have experienced given the strength to walk through life facing each new situation with courage and optimism. always know that there are those whose love and understanding will always be there, even when we feel most alone. discover enough goodness in others to believe in a world of peace. may a kind word, a reassuring touch, and a warm smile be yours every day of our life, and we given these gifts as well as receive them. remember the sunshine when the storm seems unending..that is a life..^_*

~My Princess~
May we not become too concerned with material matters, but instead place immeasurable value on the goodness in your heart. find time each day to see beauty and love in the world around you. realize that each person has limitless abilities, but each of us is different in our own way. what you feel you lack in the present may become one of your strengths in the future. may you see your future as one filled with promise and possibility. learn to view everything as a worthwhile experience. may you find enough inner strength to determine your own worth by yourself, and not be dependent on another's judgement of your accomplishments. may you always feel loved by me..i alwasy love you..everytime, everysecond, and all the time..(do i play with words)hehe..whatever..that is always i feel..:)

                                            be mine

i took the picture from you facebook profile.
sorry for not telling you first.

*engraved on a piece of a smile from your lips is enough i know you are happy in my side*

What else should i share here ar..hmm..oO yaa..right now kan..i'm so busy Oo..so many assignment given by lecturer...financial accounting 2 done already...pengenalan pengurusan operasi same like accounting..perkembangan kendiri so far okay jaa..my big problem in the subjek ekonomi pertengahan and statistic..huuhu..very difficult..agrrh!!

Monday, October 18, 2010

Punk Rock Jalanan Original..!



sungguh ku menyesal
telah mengenal dia
dan aku kecewa telah menyayanginya
dan aku tak akan mengulang kedua kalinya

kusimpan rindu dihati
gelisah tak menentu
berawal dari,kita bertemu
kau takkan kulupa

Ku ingin engkau mengerti
betapa kau kucinta
hanya padamu, kubersumpah
kau akan kujaga sampai mati

Ku ingin tahu siapa namamu
dan ku ingin tahu di mana rumahmu
Walau sampai akhir hayat ini

Jalan hidup kita berbeda
aku hanyalah punk rock jalanan
Yang tak punya harta berlimpah
Untuk dirimu sayang

Kutunggu kau kutunggu
Ku nanti kau ku nanti
Walau sampai akhir hayat ini

kukira kau setia padaku
ternyata kau menduakanku
sungguh hatiky tak menduka

cukup sudah kini ku alami
perjalanan cinta selama ini
kukira kau setia padaku
ternyata kau menduakanku

dulu kau berjanji
akan sehidup semati
dan aku kecewa  telah percaya dia
dan aku tak akan mengulang kedua kalinya



haha..i like this song..nice song...hehe..so funny..i like style the boy to play the guitar with his nice voice...so talented..^_*

Sunday, October 17, 2010

Tanda lelaki sayang..!

just click this link..i think this is so true..
^_*

jangan biarkan EGO menguasai perasaan
kalau tidak kamu pasti menyesal suatu hari nanti
mungkin pasangan kamu tak sempurna
tapi
kalau kamu dapat rasakan keikhlasan hati dia
itu lebih baik
dan
ikhlas itu tidak boleh dilihat
tapi boleh dirasa dengan hati

*so tired*

Saturday, October 16, 2010

Touching your soul..!

A kiss of night
a tender of your touch
the feeling of eternity
i fear the night without you
the vulnerability you given me
as i completely falling in your love.

I though of love 
and i though of you
how can i, forgetting you
that every moment of your smile
angle touch, your soul of mine
capture my every heart

As i will always love you.

Thursday, October 14, 2010

Zivilia band- Aishiteru (aku cinta kamu)






Menunggu sesuatu yang sangat menyebalkan bagiku
Saat ku harus bersabar dan trus bersabar
Menantikan kehadiran dirimu
Entah sampai kapan aku harus menunggu

Sesuatu yang sangat sulit tuk kujalani
Hidup dalam kesendirian sepi tanpamu
Kadang kuberpikir cari penggantimu
Saat kau jauh disana

Walau raga kita terpisah jauh
Namun hati kita selalu dekat
Bila kau rindu pejamkan matamu
Dan rasakan a a a aku

Kekuatan cinta kita takkan pernah rapuh
Terhapus ruang dan waktu
Percayakan kesetiaan ini
Pada ketulusan a a ai aishiteru

Gelisah sesaat saja tiada kabarmu kucuriga
Entah penantianku takkan sia-sia
Dan berikan satu jawaban pasti
Entah sampai kapan aku harus bertahan

 Saat kau jauh disana rasa cemburu
Merasuk kedalam pikiranku melayang
Tak tentu arah tentang dirimu
Apakah sama yang kau rasakan

Satu sendiri pikiran melayang terbang
Perasaan resah gelisah
Jalani kenyataan hidup tanpa gairah
Owu..wo..o..

Lupakan segala obsesi dan ambisimu
Akhiri semuanya cukup sampai disini
Dan buktikan pengorbanan cintamu untukku
kumohon kau kembali

Kimita tuokukitemo
Kiminoi shuaguaratala
Shiniteruyo shiniteruyo

Wo wo wo..
Wo wo wo..a a ai aishiteru


like..like..like..this song so much..best oO..band from indonesia..from m'sia ? hmm..ada lar sikit2 yg sy minat..:)

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

Colour..!

For me..red is for love and let the love shine..orange is for hope and dream your dream...yellow is for happiness and create it in your soul...green is for trust and trust yourself before others...blue is for truth and live your inner truth..indigo is freedom and take responsibility for yourself...violet is for respect and toward everbody you meet...pink is for softness and this colour is for girls only...haha..i don't know how to explain this colour..make me confuse..hahaa..these colour fit well with the men, but more suitable for women...hehe..kan..kan..and so you create your own circle of colour to see, hear and feel the sounds of each colour write your own symphony and share it with the world..^_*

Life is a string of moments
millions upon millions
not one less precious than the other 
each significant in their own way
some more significant than others

Saturday, October 9, 2010

Can't sleep.!!

Cintaku padamu
seperti merah, kuning, hijau, dan biru
yang indah seperti pelangi
cintaku padamu
umpama gelombang ombak 
yang penuh pantai dan lautan
kerana cintaku padamu
umpama malam
yang dihiasi dengan bintang dan bulan
cintaku padamu
takkan pernah pudar
dan 
takkan pernahku mungkiri
kerana cintaku
tak dapat diukur 
dengan kedalaman lautan samudera
cintaku padamu
tidak akan pernah dipisahkan
dan selamanya akan bersatu
di hati kecil ini
walau apa pun yang terjadi.!!

i don't know..and i don't know how to explain my feelings right now...i really can't sleep..too many things that i think..and i hate this thoughts..and this is what i do..write a poetry..huh..however, today i will make sure it is done..even with the sad decision..i will trying to accept it..although, my heart do not agree one hundred percent..whatever..!!



~I don't think i am better than anybody and i don't think anybody is better than me. i am not special, because everybody is special. i am uniquely the same as you and anybody~

Friday, October 8, 2010

will be ended ?

tommorow is the determination of our relationship
wait and see
i didn't know what was my fault
it was her choice
i do not know to say anything more
wait and see.

does i need to accept it all?
whatever...
if that is what her wants
i just want  
we broke up with better ways..:)
that maybe 
the best way for us.
wait and see..



Tuesday, October 5, 2010

Promise..

Today make a promise with ourself to be kind and caring, to laugh and to give, to enjoy each and every moment to the fullest, have faith in others and yourself, do the best where you can with whatever you have, celebrate your existence and of others as you have given this precious jewel called life, forget about worries and failures and to be more cheerful by remembering the strength you have as success is never permanent and failures are not fatal, they too shall pass away. and do not forget to make this day a little better by doing a good deed and making this lovely planet of ours called earth a better place to live…



Love puts the fun in together
the sad in apart
the hope in tomorrow
the joy in the heart.

Monday, October 4, 2010

Randy Pangalila - Lewat Semesta




satu kata bertulis cinta
telah merasuki
tak urung cinta tersentuh
hanya ku rasa

dan jika wujud yang menjelma
pada sebentuk hati
bukankah itu amanah
dari yang kuasa


menjaganya, menjaganya

reff:
wahai insan yang di sana
mungkin saja ini kau dengar
melewati semesta ini
aku sampaikan

begitu ingin berbagi batin
mendengarkan rasa di jiwa
oh tuhan pertemukan aku
sebelum hatinya beku


What is Life?

 What is Life? 
it's a journey through a way
through which we must go 
away and away 


it's a very tough game
performance is what
brings us the name 

it's today full of sorrow 
face this eye to eye 
joy will come tomorrow

it's a puzzling riddle
go on solving it
don't stop in the middle

it's a tearful road for miles
still walk with faith and honor 
you'll reach the land of smile

it's stormy and cold tonight
but across this awaits
a morning warm and bright


it's a fairy tale about 
a seed of baby now 
in the future to sprout

it's a bag of dreams
of vanilla skies 
and chocolate streams 

it's a chance to love
so spread your arms 
the world is yours, just love..

Sunday, October 3, 2010

Something about..

In love and relationships
first of all
it is sensitivity that draw attention
for the inclination
then it is care that instills empathy
into it
but once and for all
it is this sacrifice that takes
to the culmination of divinity.

Ask Ourselves..!

 Important questions to ask yourself each day..


Today, can you say that you were nice to everyone you came in contact with, and if they were not nice to you, that you humbled yourself long enough to let it go and not form a resentment?

can you tell yourself that your heart and soul were filled with positive thoughts and the negative one's just bounced off?

can you remember if you exhibited an act of kindness towards another person through out the course of your day?

did you give more of yourself to people who needed you without wanting anything in return?

did you go home to your family today and tell them you love them more than anything and thank them for being in your life?

instead of seeing the mistakes people made today, did you tell them it was ok and offer a solution to fix it?

did you reach out and touch someone's heart today, and fill it with hope for their future?

did you say hello to a perfect stranger today to brighten their day, or just look someone in the eye today and smile at them for no reason, other than to make them feel good?

can you rest your head on your pillow tonight and say that you did the very best at everything you did today?

If not, when you wake in the morning, you will have that opportunity all over again. remember what life is all about...It is about kindness to others and the people we love. tomorrow, reach out your hand and your heart to someone in need and make that person's life, that much better...make every tomorrow a better day than today!!!


Today make a promise with yourself to be kind and caring, to laugh and to give, to enjoy each and every moment to the fullest, have faith in others and yourself, do the best where you can with whatever you have, celebrate your existence and of others as you have given this precious jewel called life, forget about worries and failures and to be more cheerful by remembering the strength you have as success is never permanent and failures are not fatal, they too shall pass away. and do not forget to make this day a little better by doing a good deed and making this lovely planet of ours called the earth a better place to live..

Friday, October 1, 2010

Overall ranking for september..!

  Blogger title                               Point

1. Akikalawon                              -215
2. Inpirations of faith                    -191
3. Jejari pitik                               -179
4 .Syai ezal ryzal                          -163
5. Some things just feel                 -148
6. 4-shared lipomola                    -142
7. Nothing at all                          -137
8. Anna                                      -133
9. Exquisite                                 -121
10. Only me                                -114
11. The jyn roaring stories             -110
12. Elie sanora                             -102
13. Kaoru fairytale                       -100                
14. My random thoughts              -89
15. Simply imperfect life               -77                   

*blogger2 yg rjin dikemaskini oleh si pemiliknya...yg x tersenarai tue mmg jrang update lar..hahaaa..just for fun..:)