"Be your self in your own way"

Thursday, December 23, 2010

♥It's mine♥

*Missing you is my hobby, caring for you is my job, making you happy is my duty, and loving you is my life*

It's mine
Here's my love,
take it.
Here's my soul,
use it.
Here's my heart,
don't break it.
Here's my hand,
hold it.
and together
we will make it forever.

she is already taken

She is my love, my princess, the queen of my heart, my inspiration and the most important she is my LIFE. i'm nothing without her. she is taken by ME and it's mine forever !!! 

Happiness is no meaning without love
Who needs millions when your heart is empty of love,
Who needs material things when your soul is thirsty with gods words
Who needs everything when you're luck of something
Love is all we need to make our life everlasting.

When a girl ?

When a girl is quiet,
Millions of things are running in her mind
When a girl is not arguing,
She is thinking deeply
When a girl looks at you with eyes full of
She is wondering how long you will be around
When a girl answers "i'm fine" after a few seconds,
She is not at all fine,
When a girl stares at you,
She is wondering why you are lying
When a girl lays on your chest,
She is wishing for you to be hers forever,
When a girl calls you everyday,
She is seeking for your attention
When a girl sms's you everyday,
She wants you to reply at least once
When a girl says i love you,
She really means it,
When a girl says that she can't live without you,
She has made up her mind that you are her future
When a girl says "i miss you",
No one in this world can miss you more than that.


It's said
Love only comes around once,
But if you believe in butterflies that's once a day,
Once an hour,
Once a minute,
Once every second,
Once a breath,      
Love is endless it was once said.

~Four things we can never recover in life, TRUST after its betrayed, the WORD after its said, the OCCASION after it’s missed, and the TIME after its gone~


Wednesday, December 22, 2010


This christmas season remember that you are special and important to this world. may your heart be filled with love for mankind and may all your dreams come true.
I sincerely wish you all:

Be good to yourself.
Trust yourself, you know what you want and need.
Put yourself first, you can't be anything for anybody else unless you take care of yourself.
Let your feelings be known, they are important.
Express your opinions, It's good to hear yourself talk.
Value your thinking. you do it well.
Take the time and space you need, even if other people want something from you.
When you need something, don't talk yourself out of it, even if you can't have it, it's ok to need.
When you are scared, let someone know, isolating yourself when you're scared makes it worse.
When you feel like running away, let yourself feel the scare, think about what you fear will happen and decide what you need to do.
When you're angry, let yourself feel the anger. decide what you want to do. just feel it, express it, or take some action.
When you're sad, think about what would be comforting. when you're hurt, tell the person who hurt you. keeping it inside makes it grow.
When you have work to do and you don't want to do it, decide what really needs to be done and what can wait.
When you want something from someone else, ask. you'll be okay if they say no. asking is being true to yourself.
When you need help, ask. trust people to say no if they don't want to give. when people turn you down, it usually has to do with them, and not with you. ask someone else for what you need.
When you feel alone, know there are people who want to be with you.
Fantasize what it would be like to be with each of them. decide if you want to make that happen.
When you feel anxious, let yourself know that in your head. you've moved into the future to something scary and your body has gotten up the energy for it.
Come back to the present.
When you want to say something loving to someone, go ahead. expressing your feeling is not a commitment.
When someone yells at you, physically support yourself by relaxing into your chair or putting your feet firmly on the floor. remember to breathe. think about the message they are trying to get across to you.
When you're harassing yourself, stop. you do it when you need something. figure out what you need and get it.
When everything seems wrong, you are overwhelmed and need some comforting. ask for it.
afterwards, you can think about what you need to do.
When you want to talk to someone new and are scared, breathe. don't start rehearsing, just plunge in. if it doesn't go well, you can stop.
If you're doing something you don't like to do, (such as smoking or overeating), stop. think about what you really want.
If you're stuck and can't think clearly, talk out loud to someone.
When you can't think straight, stop thinking. feel.
When you're in need of love, reach out. there are people who love you.
When you're confused, it's usually because you think you should do one thing and you want to 
do another. dialogue with yourself or present both sides to a friend.

When you feel harried, slow down. deliberately slow your breathing, your speech, and your movements.
When you have tears, cry. when you feel like crying and it's not a safe place to cry, acknowledge your pain and promise yourself a good cry later. keep your promise.
When everything seems gray, look for colour.
If one of these rules seems wrong for you, talk about it with someone. then, rewrite it so it fits you.
Remember, be good to yourself..
Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year 2011 ! 


~ My exam had already finished..huuhu..i hope everything is ok after the result was announced later..Amen..
a fews more days, i had christmas celebration..once a year..

Our journey as human beings is not about following a pre-ordained path but about creating that path. life rarely makes any more sense when things are done "in order". life makes sense when we are centered in our hearts and we let go of resisting how our unique journey needs to unfold in its own beautiful way.

Dare to ask for what you want, believe in miracles, change your mind, do the impossible, embrace abundance, follow your heart's desire, grow and unfold, harvest your dreams, impress yourself, kiss and make up, love and be loved, nurture your spirit, overcome adversity, reach for the stars, play more, speak your truth, take responsibility, understand who you are, volunteer your time, walk through fear, experience the moment, yearn for grace, take every opportunity to enjoy your life.
Always believe in yourself, get to know what you can do and what you cannot do, for only you can make your life happy. believe that by learning, working and achieving you can reach your goals and be successful. believe in your own creativity as a means of expressing your true feelings. believe in appreciating life. be sure to have fun every day and to enjoy the beauty in the world..

~Try your best in life guys~


There are promises and poems
Silly rhymes and songs
There are storms and rainbows
Sunshine and sometimes snow.

There is drought and there is rain
And dances that do the same
There are flowers and blue skies
And a million reasons why.

There are fantasies and dreams
Surprises and many schemes
There are waterfalls and seas
Mountains and many trees.

There is laughter and there is pain
Scars that will always remain
There is happiness and sorrow
Hopes of a new tomorrow.

There are seasons to behold
Many stories to be told
There are folks who are blessed
There are those who have less.

There is uncertainty and fear
Love for those we hold dear
Yes, those for whom we care
And lift up in our prayers.

There are moments we are down
And many dreams to be found.
When all comes into view
I realize that, there is only you.

Tuesday, December 21, 2010


Life is an opportunity, benefit from it.
Life is beauty, admire it.
Life is bliss, taste it.
Life is a dream, realize it.
Life is a challenge, meet it.
Life is a duty, complete it.
Life is a game, play it.
Life is a promise, fulfill it.
Life is sorrow, overcome it.
Life is a song, sing it.
Life is a struggle, accept it.
Life is a tragedy, confront it.
Life is an adventure, dare it.
Life is luck, make it.
Life is too precious, do not destroy it.
Life is life, fight for it...

Monday, December 20, 2010

secrets of success in life?

When i woke up this morning lying in bed, i asked myself,
What are some of the secrets of success in life?
I found the answer right there, in my small room.
The fan said... be cool.
The roof said... a i'm high.
The window said... see the world.
The clock said... every minute is precious.
The mirror said... reflect before you act.
The calendar said... be up to date.
The door said... push hard for your goals..

Touched my heart

You've given me a reason
For smiling once again,
You've filled my life with peaceful dreams
And you've become my closest friend.

You've shared your heartfelt secrets
And your trust you've given me,
You showed me how to feel again
To laugh, and love, and see.

If life should end tomorrow
And from this world i should part,
I shall be forever young
For you have touched my heart.

Saturday, December 18, 2010


Everyday i think of you
Everyday you cross my mind
Everyday i see something that reminds me of you
Everyday i'm missing you
Everyday i wish you were mine
Everyday i wonder what could of been
Everyday i think of why you did this
Everyday i'm getting stronger
Everyday i'm moving on
But Everyday i'll always miss you.

Friday, December 17, 2010

All things have a time

For everything there is a season,
And a time for every matter under heaven
A time to be born, and a time to die
A time to plant, and a time to pluck up what is planted
A time to kill, and a time to heal
A time to break down, and a time to build up
A time to weep, and a time to laugh
A time to mourn, and a time to dance
A time to throw away stones, and a time to gather stones together
A time to embrace, And a time to refrain from embracing
A time to seek, and a time to lose
A time to keep, and a time to throw away
A time to tear, and a time to sew
A time to keep silence, and a time to speak
A time to love, and a time to hate,
A time for war, and a time for peace.

Ecclesiastes 3:1-8

Wednesday, December 15, 2010


True freedom is an inner thing. it is a state of mind. it is a
deliberate exercise of choice. thus, if we think we are
bound by external forces, we are deceiving ourselves.
it is our willing acquiescence to these outer demands
that imprisons. free yourself today. take control of your thoughts.

Happiness is not something far away. it is to be found neither in fame nor in popularity. when you live with integrity, your hearts begin to fill with a happiness as vast as the universe. it’s about being true to yourself and starting from where you are. from there your happiness will expand and grow limitlessly. like me.. now i'm so happy with my life..happy because i have my God, family, friends , my princess/baby..really happy with my lover..hope our relationship will be last forever(Amen)because i really love her so one can separate us because we love each other..!! NO ONE except DEATH..

Monday, December 13, 2010


Smile because it’s contagious
Smile because it’s healing
Smile because it makes people wonder
What you’re thinking.

Smile innocently to hide the guilt
Smile mischievously to make others skeptic.
Smile lovingly to butter up the retaliator
Smile dreamingly to make others lovesick.

Smile because it’s raining
Smile because you’re tickled.
Smile because you’re happy
Smile because you’re idle.

Smile affectionately to show your love
Smile smugly as you’ve done your work.
Smile pleadingly to get what you want
Smile forgivingly to pardon the jerk.

Smile because you’re confused
Smile because you’re lost without a plan.
Smile because you want to
And smile just because you can ! 

Saturday, December 11, 2010


I’m stupid because sometimes i'm wrong
I’m ugly because my face isn’t perfect
I’m pushover because i like making people happy
I’m weird because i’m not like you
I’m fat because i eat when i’m hungry.
I’m clingy because i don’t like to be alone
I’m insecure because i care about what people think of me.
I’m no fun because i'm not always happy
Don’t try to tell me who i am
Because i already know.

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

Thats my choice..!

Choose to love rather than hate,
Choose to smile rather than frown,
Choose to build rather than destroy,
Choose to persevere rather than quit,
Choose to praise rather than gossip,
Choose to heal rather than wound,
Choose to give rather than grasp,
Choose to forgive rather than curse,
Choose to pray rather than despair.

 love you bby

something really matter..!

I never want to be someone else, i love being myself. too many people try to be like someone else, these people are something else because they have not learned to be themselves. i can see with my heart just like a blind man can see with his eyes. i send a message to see with your heart. see the truth, be the truth, be yourself not someone else. women are beauty to life. the love in her heart, the richness of her soul, and the strength of her mind. women want gentleness in a man’s touch, softness in a man’s voice, and a sense of calmness from a man’s love. women want sweetness from a man’s heart and compassion from a man’s soul. man should understand, respect, and cherish the beauty of all women. i can look into your eyes and see the beauty of your soul, the beauty of your heart, and the beauty of your love. you are an angel from our heavenly sky. life is too short for drama, too short for hatred, too short for insecurities. life is too beautiful to ever look down. the sky is always looking up at you and you must look above the sky. i see the gift of you, gift your love..So, i love you my Princess/ much.

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

Do not ever lose faith in our dreams!

Do what is best for you. The future will work itself out, we are the kind of person who can make it happen. don´t let anyone else´s negativity influence your dreams, values or hopes.focus on what you can change and let go of what you can´t. you know your own worth, what you´ve accomplished and what you are capable of. your goals may take a bit longer and harder to achieve than you had hoped, but concentrate on the postives and combine faith with generous portions of patience and determination. step boldly and confidently into your future where happiness, success and dreams await you. we have the potential for greatness... NEVER GIVE UP!

Tomorrow is my 1st paper~Perkembangan kendiri..good luck to all my friends and my lovely the best..~we can't do everything but we still can do something~

Sunday, December 5, 2010

did you all know ?

Do not let EGO dominate the feelings 
if not you will regret someday

maybe your partner is not perfect

If you can feel his sincerity
is better
sincerity can not be seen
but can be felt with the heart.

True love

what is not said

What is not explained
Because love does not come from
or thoughts

I'm choose GOD..! you ?

Money says: Earn me, forget everything.

Time says: Follow me, forget everything.

Future says: Struggle for me, forget everything.

GOD simply says: Just remember me, I'll give you everything.

Thursday, December 2, 2010

Always remember..!

Always remember to forget the things that made you sad,
But never forget to remember the things that made you glad,
Always remember to forgetten friends that proved untrue,
But don't forget to remember those that have stuck by you,
Always remember to forget the troubles that have passed away,
But never forget to remember the blessings that come each day.