"Be your self in your own way"

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Last post for november 2010..!

when i said i love you, what did i really mean
what did these three little words convey
what attitude was keen
love is an affection coming  straight
from the heart
it makes me feel so happy
nothing can keep us apart
each day  we'll live for each other
in everything we do
we will trust each other's decisions
and to each other we will be true
knowing we will be happy
whenever find time to speak
each meeting will be joyous
within every day of the week
i pray you won't get angry if i should do you
but if i do, don't worry
the compensation will be strong
i'll do my best to make you happy
don't want to see you cry
so we can live together
until the day we die.

Monday, November 29, 2010

My OnLy..!

Since the day we first met,
i knew it was love,
god answered my prayers,
you came down from above...

you gave me your heart,
and taught me to trust,
for the first time ever,
it was more than just lust...

your sweet loving words,
are not to be compared,
i am forever your partner,
my soul i have bared...

every day i wake up,
with a smile a mile long,
i know that we are solid,
i know that we are strong...

so never put into question,
my feelings being true,
because i have found my only,
and i will always love you.

Sunday, November 28, 2010

My everything, My all..!

I need you 
my mind drifts toward those thoughts of you 
a thousand times a day, 
you're always there within my heart 
you always know the way, 
a constant craving deep inside. 
i need much 
to look into those brooding eyes 
to feel your gentle touch. 
it's the mere sound of your voice 
that makes my spirit soar. 
it reaches far into my soul 
down to the very core. 
you haunt my dreams through every night 
a vision so intense, 
an apparition 
so sublime no possible defense. 
you are the love of my whole life 
such joy I can't recall 
you are and always will remain 
My everything.....My All. 

Saturday, November 27, 2010

All My heart..!

I cannot promise you a life of sunshine
I cannot promise riches, wealth or gold
I cannot promise you an easy pathway
That leads away from change or growing old.
But i can promise all my heart's devotion
A smile to chase away your tears of sorrow
A love that's ever true and ever growing
A hand to hold in yours through each tomorrow.

Friday, November 26, 2010


I am afraid to lose you..not easy for me to letting you go..and not easy for me to keep this feeling for so long if it ends without my consent..aggrrh..bLurr..:(

Saturday, November 20, 2010


I choose to live by choice, not by fluke to make changes..not excuses to be motivated, not manipulated to be useful, not used to excel, not to compete...that's right? whatever..that is i want happen in my life to make it the best for me. choice by me..!! but sometime in life we can't do any choice..huh..thats just my thought..maybe..

~final exam..

aiya..2 more weeks for my not ready oO for all my subject this semester is very 1st paper is perkembangan kendiri on 8hb december..2nd, business statistic on 12hb..3rd, pengenalan pengurusan operasi on 17hb..4th, financial accounting 2 on 19hb..and my last paper is ekonomi pertengahan on many times to study but i'm so lazy..cish..someone help me..agrrh..

4 days after the examination had a christmas celebration..most thing i dont like..away from the girl i love..i have holiday for a month..:(.. 

The meaning behind the birth in April..!

~Sangat aktif dan dinamik.
~Cepat bertindak membuat keputusan tetapi cepat menyesal.
~Sangat menarik dan pandai menjaga diri.
~Punya daya mental yang sangat kuat.
~Suka diberi perhatian.
~Sangat diplomatik (pandai memujuk ).
~Berkawan dan pandai menyelesaikan masalah orang.
~Sangat berani dan tiada perasaan takut.
~Suka perkara yang mencabar, pengasih, penyayang, sopan santun dan pemurah.
~Emosi cepat terusik.
~Cuba kawal perasaan.
~Kecenderungan bersifat pendendam.
~Agresif dan kelam kabut dalam membuat keputusan.
~Kuat daya ingatan.
~Gerak hati yang sangat kuat.
~Pandai mendorong diri sendiri dan memotivasikan orang lain.
~Berpenyakit disekitar kepala dan dada.
~Sangat cemburu dan terlalu cemburu.

Wow..i can not deny...haha..almost all of it is true..muahahaa..cish..i put a red mark is nothing, to anyone(including you sygg), be careful with me okay..haha

The Poetry..!

Saat kita berdiri di bawah sinaran matahari terbenam,
Kita tertanya-tanya siapa diri kita sebenarnya,
Aku ingin tahu apa yang kau lihat tentang diriku,
Adakah hanya luaran atau sesuatu dari dalam diriku.

Usaplah jari-jemarimu pada rambutku,
Tunjukkan padaku bahawa kau benar-benar peduli,
Hari demi hari, dan selamanya,
Ketika aku dan kau tidak mempunyai ketakutan.

Saat kau katakan kau mencintaiku,
Saat itulah aku memberikan kunci,
Untuk hati, jiwa dan fikiranku,
Aku senang untuk tahu bahawa kau milikku.

Aku mahu bertahan selamanya,
Untuk kita akan selalu bersama,
Merasa sakit atau kemanisan bersama,
Aku ingin kau selalu berada dekat denganku.

Dalam setiap pelukan bukannya angan-angan,
Saat aku bersamamu aku merasakan wujud cinta sejati antara kita.
Memelukku erat dan tidak mahu membiarkan aku pergi,
Jangan biarkan aku hilang dilautan yang luas.

Kerana aku milikmu, selamanya itu pasti,
Aku milikmu untuk selama-lamanya.
Janji terpatri bahawa setiap kata-kataku dengan sesungguhnya,
Tanpamu disisi, aku mati tak mahu hidup pun tak mampu.

Especially for you my beloved..this is our you..

Thursday, November 11, 2010

just update..!

hmm..i'm sleepy actually, but can't, nothing to do better update my blog..tired many assignment given by lecturer..but everything has been completed/done already..
today, after class i went to the library with my princess and elfy till 7pm..after that we take our dinner at KFC karamunsing complex..i feel so tired oO..but i'm happy because my beloved always with me..the tired feel vanished..:)

~Final exam.. exams will be start on 8hb first paper is perkembangan kendiri..there is no preparation for later examination..what should i do ar? i don't know..naaa kann..huh..feel so stress already..honestly, i am very lazy..:(

Not number one but my ONLY one...
when i say "i miss you"
i'll miss you everytime
when i say "i love you"
i really mean it
when i say "i'm promise"
i'll will promise 4ever.
just for you my ONLY one.

Monday, November 8, 2010

A song of you..!

The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus-Your Guardian Angel

When I see your smile

Tears run down my face 
I can't replace
And now that I'm strong 
I have figured out
How this world turns cold 
and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find 
deep inside me 
I can be the one

I will never let you fall(let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all(though it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay, stay

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

~not number one but only one~

the song of journey in my life..!

Guy Sebastian-Angels Brought Me Here

[Verse 1]

It's been a long and winding journey, but i'm finally here tonight

Picking up the pieces, walking back into the light

Into the sunset of your glory, where my heart and future lies

There's nothing like that feeling, when i look into your eyes...


My dreams came true, when i found you

I found you, my miracle...


If you could see, what i see, that you're the answer to my prayers

And if you could feel, the tenderness i feel

You would know, it would be clear, that angels brought me here...

[Verse 2]

Standing here before you, feels like i've been born again

Every breath is your love, every heartbeat speaks your name...

[Bridge 2]

My dreams came true, right here in front of you

My miracle...


If you could see, what i see, you're the answer to my prayers

And if you could feel, the tenderness i feel

You would know, it would be clear, that angels brought me here...

[Bridge 3]

Brought me here to be with you,

I'll be forever grateful (oh forever Faithful)

My dreams came true

When I found you

My miracle...


If you could see, what i see, you're the answer to my prayers

And if you could feel, the tenderness i feel

You would know, it would be clear, that angels brought me here...

Yes they brought me here...

If you could feel, the tenderness i feel...

You would know, it would be clear, that angels brought me here...

This song is really happening in my life. i tried to understand the meaning of this song, and it's true it happened in my life. i mean in search of love in my life.. as long as i never though a half of my dreams come true. so many obstacles, trials, and challenges me to get all of this. not as easy as i thought. i am grateful for all this..thanks my god, special thanks for my beloved Renny Azie Gasmin because accept me as you lover..tQ so much..i really love you..and never will changed this feelings..i hope this relationship will be last forever..Amen..:)

Sunday, November 7, 2010

All my life..!

All my life, as far back as i can remember, i'd had such low confidence in myself and my abilities. yet, there has always been (mostly in the background until very recently) a steely determination, an oft overlooked sense of worthiness, uniqueness and strength. i believe these characteristics can be found in every woman, if only each of us would look within, find them and believe in ourselves.
we have so many choices in our day to day lives, including choosing how we feel, think, act and respond, and my wish is that more and more women (and men) would gain enough confidence in themselves and their abilities to truly make a positive difference in not only their own lives, but in the lives of their families, loved ones and friends, to spread joy, happiness, health and love throughout the world.

Monday, November 1, 2010

What it's?

I'm so bored and nie lar kejadiannya/hasilnya bila saya borink..hahaa..

                                   S.A.A                  ♥                      R.A.G
  Cinta itu tidak membuat dunia berputar 
tetapi cinta yang membuat perjalanan hidup kita lebih berharga

bulan 11 sudah pula..!

Naaa kan bulan sebelas suda...punya cepat masa berlalu saya rasa lar..cish..
banyak benda yang suda dilalui kunun..dan banyak benda juga yang kita mesti kena fikir...apakah yang patut difikirkan? the FUTURE or in malay masa depan...tidak tahu oO macam mana lar kehidupan saya 2 atau 3 tahun akan datang nie..wait and see jaa lar..for me, the future really need the past for guide the future. some people maybe disagree but that is the reality..don't believe? sendiri mahu fikir lar..haha..

Me and my housemate(Zul) back to keningau..saya balik kampung lar..apa lagi..and si zul balik di rumah mak cik dia..we use company owned cars TM(Telekom M'sia). si zul kerja di TM cawangan sabah ar..sebab tue lar dapat pakai kereta yang disewa Zul kan bos...haha..suka hati dia lar..haha..
memang tidak puas lar di kampung..aiya..yg ptg tebalik kg baa kan..wlu pn 1 hari jaa..lgi pula saya tidak boleh kasi tinggal seseorang di kk lama2..haha..^_* we can not be far away kan princess ku..hehe..

Overall ranking for october..!

Blogger title                               Point

1. Akikalawon                              -303
2. Inpirations of faith                    -282
3. Jejari pitik                                -277
4 .Some things just feel                  -244
5. Anna                                       -231
6. 4-shared lipomola                     -228
7. Nothing at all                           -223
8. Exquisite                                  -209  
9. Only me                                  -207
10. Syai ezal ryzal                          -201     
11. Kaoru fairytale                         -196
12. Simply imperfect life                 -164           
13. The jyn roaring stories              -152                     
14. Elie sanora                               -147
15. My random thoughts                -129                

*blogger2 yg rjin/sering dikemaskini oleh si pemiliknya...yg x tersenarai tue mmg jrang update lar..hahaaa..just for fun..:) war..^_*