"Be your self in your own way"

Monday, January 31, 2011

♥My Sweet Bby♥

You are my love, my life, my best chance to live free,
my eyes when I watch the sun setting over the sea,
my lungs when the cool breeze blows softly into me,
you are my ears when I listen to a song.

My sweetest sweet, my dearest baby,
my trust and hope and my freedom of all fears,
always my love, no matter how far or how near.

The oceans so vast as far as one can see
under the sky so blue, beyond the mountains highest peaks,
so far, deep and long my love for you,
so strong and lasting, so real and true.

The beauty of your eyes looking into mine,
your skin, your hair all so soft and so fine,
how lucky am I that you could be all mine.

All as my angel I have found and she has found me,
so far, far away but I still hear her heart beat,
beyond all hopes and more than any dream,
I now believe in fate and in destiny.

 Renny Azie Gasmin 

Sunday, January 30, 2011

My Some Philosophy Of Life

* Be a blessing to other human beings by your actions, words and thoughts. Spread light in the lives of other people, not darkness.

* Be the master of your life, be confident and fearless. live with honour.

* Whatever happens in life, face it bravely and come out as a winner.

* Make changes in life when it is necessary. Because, good and bad exists in this beautiful world.

Saturday, January 29, 2011


I wanted to share something with you all. This is a very touching story. may be make you'll crying when reading it. (i'm just copy and paste the story) :)


A woman came home from work late, tired and irritated, to find her5-year old son waiting for her at the door.

SON: 'Mummy, may I ask you a question?'
MUM: 'Yeah sure, what it is?' replied the woman.
SON: 'Mummy, how much do you make an hour?'
MUM: 'That's none of your business. Why do you ask such a thing?' the woman said angrily.
SON: 'I just want to know. Please tell me, how much do you make an hour?'
MUM: 'If you must know, I make $20 an hour'
SON: 'Oh,' the little boy replied, with his head down.
SON: "Mummy, may I please borrow you $5  ?"
The mother was furious.
MUM: 'If the only reason you asked that is so you can borrow some money to buy a silly toy or some other nonsense, then you march yourself straight to your room and go to bed. Think about why you are being so selfish. I don't work hard every day for such childish frivolities.

The little boy quietly went to his room and shut the door.. The woman sat down and started to get even angrier about the little boy's questions. How dare he ask such questions only to get some money? After about an hour or so, the woman had calmed down, and started to think: Maybe there was something he really needed to buy with that $5 and he really didn't ask for money very often. The woman went to the door of the little boy's room and opened the door.

MUM: 'Are you asleep, son?' She asked.
SON: 'No Mummy, I'm awake,' replied the boy.
MUM:'I've been thinking, maybe I was too hard on you earlier' said the woman. 'It's been a long day and I took out my aggravation on you. Here's the $5 you asked for.'

The little boy sat straight up, smiling.

SON: 'Oh, thank you Mummy!' he yelled. Then, reaching under his pillow he pulled out some crumpled up bills.

The woman saw that the boy already had money, started to get angry again. The little boy slowly counted out his money, and then looked up at his mother.

MUM: 'Why do you want more money if you already have some?' the mother grumbled.
SON: 'Because I didn't have enough, but now I do,' the little boy replied. 'Mummy, I have $20 now. Can I buy an hour of your time? Please come home early tomorrow. I would like to have dinner with you.'

The mother was crushed. She put her arms around her little son, and she begged for his forgiveness.

This is just a short reminder to all of you working so hard in life. We should not let time slip through our fingers without having spent some time with those who really matter to us, those close to our hearts. Do remember to share that $20 worth of your time with someone you love. If we die tomorrow, the company that we are working for could easily replace us in a matter of hours. But the family & friends we leave behind will feel the loss for the rest of their lives.

Friday, January 28, 2011

Good Morning

How often we wish for another chance to make a fresh begining.
A chance to blot out our mistakes and change failure into winning.

It does not take a special time to make a brand new start.
It only takes the deep desire to try with all our heart.

To live a little better, to always be forgiving.
To add a little sunshine in a world for which we’re living.

Never give up in despair nor think you are through.
For there’s always a tomorrow, A chance to start a new.

Every Sunrise gives us one more day to Hope and Live life to the fullest.

Enjoy this day, and all of the blessings that are in store for you !

Good Morning Everybody !!

Thursday, January 27, 2011

I've Learned

I've learned...
that love, not time, heals all wounds.

I've learned...
that the easiest way for me to grow as a person
is to surround myself with people smarter than I am.

I've learned...
that everyone you meet deserves
to be greeted with a smile.

I've learned...
that there's nothing sweeter than sleeping with your babies and feeling their breath on your cheeks.

I've learned...
that life is tough, but I'm tougher.

Enjoy your day and all that it brings !!

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

God Watching Us

Do not give in to sadness or desperation for what we are going through today. God knows how we feel, God know exactly and with perfection what is being allowed to happen to us in our life at this precise moment. God's purpose for simply perfect, he wants to show things that only we can understand by living what we are living, and by being in the place we are now.

May God give us...
~ for every storm a rainbow,
~ for every tear, a smile,
~ for every care, a promise, 
~ and a blessing in each trial.

For every problem, life sends a faithful friends to share, for every sigh, a sweet song and an answer for each prayer.

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

Dream & Aim

We're once a dream that came true,
An illusion that turned to reality,
But suddenly things turned differently,
The way they used to be,
Until such time we have no choice but to let them go.

There is only difference,
Between dream and aim,
Dream requires soundless sleep to see, 
Whereas are aim requires,
Sleepless efforts to achieve.

Monday, January 24, 2011

Drive by Incubus

Sometimes, I feel the fear of uncertainty stinging clear
And I can't help but ask myself how much I'll let the fear
Take the wheel and steer

It's driven me before and seems to have a vague
Haunting mass appeal
But lately I'm beginning to find that I
Should be the one behind the wheel

Whatever tomorrow brings
I'll be there with open arms and open eyes yea
Whatever tomorrow brings
I'll be there I'll be there

So, if I decide to waiver my chance
To be one of the hive
Will I choose water over wine
And hold my own and drive?
Aah ah ooo

It's driven me before and it seems to be the way
That everyone else gets around
But lately I'm beginning to find that when
I drive myself my light is found

Whatever tomorrow brings
I'll be there with open arms and open eyes yea
Whatever tomorrow brings
I'll be there I'll be there

Would you choose water over wine?
Hold the wheel and drive

Whatever tomorrow brings
I'll be there with open arms and open eyes yea
Whatever tomorrow brings
I'll be there I'll be there

This song lyrics for the song Drive by Incubus. Whenever i am having a bad day or i feel like giving up i listen to this song and regain a sense or confidence and power to make it through no matter what today, tomorrow, and the future may bring...
Tomorrow i'll be there and whatever the weather tomorrow may bring..i'll bring my own sunshine!  

Sunday, January 23, 2011

What Is It?

Everything in life is connected somehow. We may have to dig deep to find it but its there. Everything is the same even though is different. Somehow everything connects back with our life. The faces in certain places may be different, but the situation is the same. Irony is hidden factor that creeps around us in life, letting its presence felt only after it has left. Picture back to a year ago and the situation you were in. Look at how things are different yet somehow everything it still in someway cognate.
Everything connects together to form the balance of life, to maintain structure. Change this and always will be inevitable, but everything is relative, and all moments and times in our life will come back around again, we just might find ourselves on the other side of the coin. Things are always changing, as fast as everything stays the same.
Remember my friends, we cannot change our past, we cannot change the fact that people act in certain way, we cannot change the inevitable. The only thing we can do is play on the one moment we have, and that is our attitude.

~A poem of you bby~
Whenever i miss you, 
I listen to music, 
and look at the picture of you, 
Not just to remind me of you,
but to make me feel as i am with you,
It makes me forget the distance between us.

This one of my favourite quote..
"The beauty of life does not depend on, how happy you are, but i can be because of My lover"!

God, grant me the serenity to accept the things i cannot change, the courage to change the things i can, and the wisdom to know the difference.

Friday, January 21, 2011

Full Of Meaning

Life is for living, i live mine for you.
Love is giving, i give mine to you.
Heart are for beating, mine beats for you.
Dream are full of meaning, mine are full of "YOU".

~You are the sun in my day, the wind in my sky, the waves in my ocean ant the beat in my heart..always thinking of you..!

Thursday, January 20, 2011

Full Of Choice

Life is full of choice,
Make sure you pick the right one,
Don't listen to the voice,
Hear only yours.

Many people will tell you,
You need to change your looks,
Don't take to heart their view,
Fabulous bods are found only in books.

There is only one voice,
That you should listen to,
It will help make the right choice,
That is perfect just for you.

You looks are your own,
Someone will always love you,
You will never alone,
Look in the mirror and you'll see who.

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

What Your Choice?

Every morning when i get up, 
the first thing i decide: What do i want? Misery? Blissfulness? 
What am i going to do today? 
And it happens that i always choose blissfulness . 
It is my choice, it is my life.

Past is experience..!
Present is experiments..!
Future is expectations..!

Use your experience in your experiments to achieve your expectations.

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

Just You and Me

I lie on the ground, 
and stare into space, 
The stars to move, 
into the shape of your face.

I see you there now, 
Looking down at me, 
With that cute little smile, 
That i like to see.

I say "close your eyes", 
" tell me what you see ", 
You see only two people, 
Just you and me.

We're walking the shoreline, 
With our feet getting wet, 
The horizon turn pink, 
As the sun starts to set.

We make love through the night,
On that white sandy shore,
then i hold you while thinking, 
I could want nothing more.

Sunday, January 16, 2011

What You've Learned?

I've learned, That i can always pray for someone when i don't have the strength to help him/ her in some other way.

I've learned,  That no matter how serious your life requires you to be, everyone needs a friends to act with.
I've learned, That sometimes all person needs is a hand to hold and a heart to understand.

I've learned, That life is like a roll of toilet paper. The closer it gets to the end, the faster it goes.

I've learned, That every day can be as awesome as i decided it is going to be and that i will not let things or people rob me of my joy.

I've learned, That we should be glad God doesn't give us everything we ask for.

Wow, What a lovely day..!

Saturday, January 15, 2011

Its Become Destiny

There comes a time when every life goes off course. In this desperate moment we must choose our direction. Will we fight to stay on the path while others tells us who you are? or will we label ourselves? Will we honored by our choice? Or will we embrace our new path? Each morning we choose to move forward  or to simply give up.

Watch your thoughts; they become words.
Watch your words; they become action.
Watch your actions: they become habits.
Watch your habits; they become character.
Watch your character; it become your destiny.

When You

When you say i'm beautiful, i say "yeah right",
But what im really saying is "do you really think so?" 
When you say good job, i say " thanks", 
But what im really saying is " i love that you notice."
When you say we'll be together forever, i say " i hope so" 
But what im really saying is " i hope forever never ends." 
When you say i love you, i say " i love you too" 
But what im really saying is " never stop saying that."
When you say that i don't care, i say " yes i do" 
But what im really saying is " i care for you more than you'll ever know."

A dialogue

Boy and girl were sitting and talking to each other..

Girl: if i ask you to jump down, will you do it?

Boy: yes, i will.

Girl: why?

Boy: because i know you'll catch my hand and pull me up.

Girl: if i don't, then?

Boy: then i'll die with the belief that you tried your best but couldn't save me.

Love is not about doing something but about believing someone you love.

Monday, January 10, 2011

Morning Quotes.

Life never seems to be
the way we want it,
but we live it in the
best way we can.

There is no perfect life but we
can fill it with perfect moments.

Love is just like life,
It's not always easy and does not always bring happiness.
But when we do not stop living, why should we stop loving..

Sunday, January 9, 2011

happy sunday day.

GOD did not promise 
days without pain, 
laughter without sorrow, 
sun without rain,
he did promise
strength for the day, 
comfort for the tears, 
and light
for our way.
So thanks to GOD in every Condition.

I love you

~To Renny Azie( My bby),
Why i love you is a hard question to answer. I love you because you care for me like no one else i know. I love the way i feel in your arms, so safe from dangers in the world. I love your eyes, so hypnotic and mesmerizing, beautiful to gaze into, and yet never revealing everything to me. I can explain every way that I love you because that's in possible. But I can say i love you because i you are you.

you say  "you know nothing" , I say "which is not about you"
you say  "you're but just anyone" , I say "you're one and only for me"
you say  "you are too selfish" , I say "I am because all I want is to see you smile"
you say  "you don't care", I say "you never know"
you say "I'm not your number one", I say "then no one will ever be except you"
you say  "I hate you!", and I reply, "I love you Renny Azie"

Love is not how long you've been together,
not how much you've given or received,
not how many times you've helped each other,
It's how you value each other.

Saturday, January 8, 2011

Some of friends

We make many friends..
Some become dearest, some become special,
Some we fall in love with, some leave us.
We leave some, some are in contact.
Some are not in contact, some don't contact because of their ego..
We don't contact some because of our ego,
Wherever they were, however they were..
We still remember, love, miss, care about them because of the part they played, made memories in our Lives.

Sometimes the relationship..
Sometimes the most important thing we get from a relationship is not the guarantee of forever but the lesson that we learn from it when it fails. It's not how much love we have received but how much love we have given. It's not how many tears we have shed, but how much laughter we have shared. It's not how many times we were accepted but how many times we understood when we were rejected. In the end, it's not always how much happiness we have had because of love, but how much we have given that made others happy.

Strange fact

There is always a little truth behind every..

There is always a little knowledge behind every..

There is always a little emotion behind every..

There is always a little pain behind every..

it's true right ?

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

Got Choices As We Reach For Our Dream

You've got this can choose to be happy or unhappy. You can choose what you think, what you say and how you feel. You can choose to be hopeful or hopeless, to respond angrily or cheerfully, to be be bored or interested..

You've got this day.. No matter what the weather is like, you can choose what kind of day it will be. Beautiful or awful or somewhere in between. You can choose what you will do and what you wont. To give up or give in or go on. You have a choice to do something or nothing, to start now or later. You can choose your attitude about what you're facing.

You've got your life... If you're not happy, satisfied, encouraged and hopeful, you're cheating yourself. You can talk and talk to yourself about what you need to do honour to your life but if you dont turn those thoughts into actions, you're just playing games and giving up to whatever come to mind.

You've got the power to make choices...your life is manifestation of the choices you made each moment and each day. When you use this wonderful gift to your best advantage, there is nothing you can't do.

Monday, January 3, 2011


Its 3rd day to let go 2010. Thanks to those who hates me, they made me a stronger person. Thanks to those who were worried about me, they let me know that they actually cared. Thanks to those who entered my life, they made me who i'm today. I want to wish you all Happy Prosperous New Year 2011. May God bless us with full abundance..

There are some among us who tend to waste their talents, when some problem crop up they take shortcut ways to try, to solve their problem they take drugs and swallow them like candy, they drink hard liqior like water in the process of self destruction, at the same time inflictiny pain on their loved one with or without realizing it.

Remember my friends, God is watching us, he gives freedom to us but we must not abuse our freedom, we all have some responsibilities for ourselves and others, for the environment and for all God creatures.