tomorrow...

Tomorrow is the exam for the short sem...and i'll take the subject of business mathematics. i actually have not fully prepared yet...dont know how to answer the question tomorrow..huuu..i hope everthing will go smoothly. even now i am very depressed..very dificult for me to settle the subject in the form of this calculation.. once i was interested this subject but now i really hate this subject..i dont know why ...!! at the moment i can't target anything to the subject but i will do as far as i can...hope i can pass this subject..Amen..:)

*good luck 4 my princess...
*good luck 4  all my friends...
*good luck 4 me too...
*Do the best...all the best...we can do it because nothing is impossible.

Beautiful Life..!

Pada suatu hari di sekolah, seorang murid bertanya pada gurunya. ketika itu guru tersebut sedang mengajar mengenai kasih sayang.

Pelajar : Cikgu, macam mana kita nak pilih seseorang yang terbaik sebagai orang yang paling kita sayang? macam mana juga kasih sayang itu nak berkekalan ?
Cikgu : ok, kamu ikut apa yang saya suruh. kamu pergi ke padang, kamu berjalan di atas rumput sambil memandang rumput di depan kamu. pilih yang paling cantik tanpa menoleh ke belakang lagi walau sekali. Dah petik rumput yang paling cantik bawa ke kelas.

Apabila pelajar tersebut pulang ke kelas, tiada sehelai rumput pun ditangannya. cikgu bertanya kenapa tiada rumput yang dipilih?

Pelajar : tadi masa saya berjalan, saya carilah rumput yang paling cantik. memang banyak yang cantik tapi cikgu kata petik yang paling cantik, maka saya pun terus berjalan ke depan  sambil mencari yang paling cantik tanpa menoleh ke belakang lagi. tapi sampai di penghujung padang, saya tak jumpa pun yang paling cantik. mungkin ada   diantara yang di belakang saya tadi rumput yang paling cantik tapi dah cikgu cakap tak boleh menoleh ke belakang semula, jadi tiadalah rumput yang saya boleh petik.
Cikgu : YA, itulah jawapannya. maknanya apabila kita telah berjumpa dengan seseorang yang kita sayang, janganlah kita mencari lagi yang lebih baik dari itu. kita patut hargai orang yang berada didepan kita sebaik-baiknya. jangan kita menoleh ke belakang lagi kerana yang berlaku tetap dah berlaku. semoga yang berlalu tidak berulang lagi. dan ingatlah orang yang paling kita sayang itulah yang paling cantik dan paling baik. walau pun nak ikutkan banyak lagi yang cantik dan baik seperti rumput tadi.

Ehem...sy tida mau ckp bnyk lar..hahaa..pndai2 seja mau fhm ar..mmg byk pngajaran yg kta dpt dari dialog nie..nie sy ambil dri FB nie ar..d video ntah sapa yg p post tue jdi sy terview lar...tersentuh jg knun nie hati sy bila hbis tngo n bca dialog diantara pelajar n cikgu dia..mngikut pda pndpt sy lar kn..berdasarkn pmbcaan sy trhadap dialog d ats..situasi, keadaan n tmpt dialog nie kn mcm sorg budak/pljar skolah rendah yg brtnya tue soaln dgn cikgu dia...yer lar..tngo seja lar dialog tue pn mmg bole tau mcm pljar skolah rndah yg brtnya kn...boleh than jg nie budak nie tau...mksud sy kn..boleh2 budak/pljar sekecil/secerdik/sepintar nie dgn bg2 petahnya brtnya soaln yg sbg2 sma cikgu dia...pngjran jg nie tau..blm tau lgi oO remaja/org sedewasa n sebaya dgn sy boleh brfkir soaln yg mcm tue kn..fuyooo..:)
klik nie Link lau kmu tida pcya..hahahaa..ntah FB sapa nie sy pn tida tau...teda dlm fren list sy pn..http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=139445392751622...^^

By you side..!

~if you love someone don't ever hesitate to do things for him/her even if there's a lot of judgement coming from others...

Princess,
i would rather be your moon, so i can shine on you during your darkest hour when your sun isn't around...thnx 4 yesterday as willing to go out with me..i am happy to be by you side.

While there is life, there is hope...i like the dreams of the future better than the history of the past...oO no, this saturday is my paper(bussines mathematic) 4 short sem exam...i've not been any further preparation...iskh..

Sunday..!

Teda yg mnrik pn crta kaLi nie...mcm juga kbiasaannya stiap hri ahd p church(kalau rjin lar)xD...cuma yg brbeza hri nie sy p church sma kwn lama sy(yizri@egon) jg kwn bek sy..1 kg n sma2 skul dri kcil smpai form 5..pas jaa hbis spm msing2 bawa haluan sndri...sy smbung stdy knun cni kLej d kk  n kwn sy tue msuk form six..naAaa..skg kwn sy nie d UMS suda...ijazah suda nie dorg..sy bru stkat diploma..cish..jlez jg lar..hua3x..bru jg msuk yg awl bLan 7..kira 1st sem lar..bgs oO dorg dpt msuk U..mcm ada pnyesalan pla dlm dri sy tida msuk form six sma2 dorg dLu..iskh..tpi tida pa lar..mmg suda bgni jLn hdup sy n mmg suda g2 jLn hdup dorg..wLu pn brbeza tpi kmi ttp kwn baa seLamanya..hahaaaa..bgs jg lar knun dgn wjudnya FACEBOOK nie byk kwn2 yg stelah skian lamanya trpisah oLeh arus kemodenan knun baru tebejmpa bLik....ceyh..teda2 baa..hahaa..d FB jaa Lar..n kbnykannya cLasmate/kwn2 sy dLu msuk U nie..d UMS lar byk..ada jg yg msuk UITM, msuk d UNIMAS, UM, UPM, n Lau tida silap sy mcm ada jg msuk d UPSI..naaa tmpt sisT eLvina tue..jdi junior sisT e'na lar tue kn..hehe..tpi sy kurg psti lar sapa kwn sy yg msuk sna...nmpknya, byk puLa kwn sy yg brjaya msuk U/menara gding knun...adei..mcm sy jaa yg d kLej..mrendah dri suda lar nie sma dorg..ceyh..^^..congrats Lar sma kmu smua ar kwn2 ku..smoga kmu brjaya mnghbiskn pngjian kmu dgn cemerlangnya..Amen..
hmm..sLepas p church, me n my fren(yizri) p CP..p mkn lar..Lpar kn..byk jg Lar kmi crta2..Lama tida jmpa kn..pas tue kmi p print out borang permohonan PTPTN(loan) kwn sy...jLn pnya jLn kmi smpat singgah skejap tngo org uji bakat mau msuk program realiti TV(pilih kasih) d CP jg..naaa..uji bakat mau jdi pelakon tue..Waaaa..tpi sy tida berminat Lar..minat tngo jaa..hahaaa..terasa Lucu jg Lar kmi tngo gelagat para pserta yg ikut tue ujibakat..hmm..after that..trus bLik Lar..teda jg mau d buat kn lama2 d sna...sy smpai jaa rumah trus saifuL puLa gnti jLn p kk..hahaaa..ntah pa giLa dia kLuar ptg2 p kk..hahaaa...ckp p date tida jg..hmm..ntah Lar..pa story Lgi ar..jeng3x..nex wek exam suda..hahaaa..naaaa...hbis Lar..tkut Oo..masi bLum ykin/not ready lgi mau ambiL exam..adei..

~Sygg..
sorry bout Last night..hmm..Miss u so damn much..i want to met u..if could right now !!! huuu..!
i want to make u a Queen of my heart..can ? no one seated in my heart melainkan engkau My princess..:)
no one misses n love u more than me...when u miss me, look at my gift in u hand okay..smile 4 me plez...

i'm Sure..!

~A tongue has no bones but it can break a heart and also it can be a pillar of strength to broken heart~

I have found an enjoyable, enchanting, active, and sometime terrifying experience, n i've enjoyed it completely. a lament in one ear, maybe but always a song in the other...sometime in life, we think we don't need anyone, but sometime in life we don't have anyone when we need...strange but its true right..hmm..
remember, life is never plain sailing, thats what makes it fun...where there is an end..there is always a beginning, when there seems to be no hope..there is always a hope..when you're in pain..there is always someone wishing your not..when a door is closed, a window is open...you'll know what i mean right ?..hmm...i think , nothing ever happened in the past that can prevent you from being present now..n if the past cannot prevent u from being present now, what power does it have?...think that...

~be a candle, be a light, be a twinkle in the light, be a hope, be an inspiration to fly high in others life~

Princess/sygg...
you still wondering right why me love u? u want to know why i love u...sure ? hmm..okay..i think u already know about it..honestly, the 1st time i saw u..when the day of registration in college(1st sem)..i fell in love at 1st sight with u..waaa..i still remember that moments..i think there is no others appropriate sentence i express it...that is the most appropriate sentence for u..i'm sure..! believe or not..its up to you..but..i'm sure that is what happened to me when i saw u...for me, its hard to believe..i was like a freeze, was stunned, silent, n my feeling was mixed...i love u not bcoz u are  beautiful, but i really can't deny it..hmm..susah2 jaa baa mau ckp kn...saya cintakan dirimu bkn sperti mna org len melihat/mnilai dirimu dgn hnya memandang akn sifat luaranmu/tersurat..tpi bgi saya...luaran n dalaman, tersirat n tersurat, fzikal n mental, rohaniah n jasmaniah yg ada dgn dirimu itu termasuk dlm smua pnilaian ku terhdap dirimu...fham sygg ? sy tau ayat2 yg sy slalu guna nie mmg ssh mau fhm kn..bahkn sy sndri pn pyah mau ssun ayt yg sbaik2nya ayat..tpi mmg itu lar..apa yg bergolak  d hati  sy, only me know..sbab sukar tuk terjemahkn dlm bentuk apa skali pn yg trsirat d hati sy..hmm.. I am not looking 4 PERFECTION, but at least u perfect 4 me bcoz of my ASSESSMENT...!
without u i might not be complete,without u i'm not still go on, without u i'm might still live my life, without u i'm still find myself, but ever since u have been a part of me, all that will have a difference...i'm sure thats better than before...if can i want to love u all the time, 4ever n ever Renny Azie Gasmin..^^

by hand~ Stephendz Arryn Abat...

~When god takes away something from your hand, don't think he's punishing you, but he is merely emptying your hand, for you to receive something better~

what do you think?

~Eyes speaks more when a hearts starts listening to someone silently and life seems to be more exciting when someone starts reading your eyes silently..
~The greatest challenge in life is to find someone who knows all your flaws, differences, mistakes and many more wrongs about you but still finds the best in you..

where should i start ar..hm..i do not know what i'm think right now but i'm sure a lot of things in my mind. perhaps it was about life or..ntah..bida pnya pemikiran nie tau..ada2 jaa..suda lar nex wek exam suda..huu..arghh..to be continue lar what i want to share in this blogger..hmm..okay..lets start..
i've learned, i came alone n i have to go alone..i've learned, some people are with you when they need you, not otherwise..i've learned..extra care of anyone by you will ultimately bring a blame for you, not appreciation..i've learned..a simple lie of close one can break you more than anything..i've learned...its hard to weep alone when there is no shoulder to support..i've learned..help people but not beyond the point of you dignity...
its amazing how you realize when u lose someone, u get mad at yourself 4 not saying the things u could've a milion times..u take 4 granted the days spent doing nothing when u could've been with them..anyone can be taken at any time in our lives, but we always wait until they're gone...to say the things we never had the courage to before...when something valuable is near us..we won't care 4 it..but when we miss that precious thing, we start feeling 4 it..when someone comes along and makes u 4get someone else..remember..they're not better but they're just different...when someone is in need of affection, bcoz they have lost something dear to them...don't ask.."is there something i can do to help? " when u know u can't do anything to change the situation, expect to just support the person in any  decision that they make from this point on ..bcoz it frustrates that person to know that there is nothing they or anyone can do...^^. sometimes u have to distance yourself certain people not bcoz u don't love them, its bcoz u have to move foward with your life...n the best thing that u can do in life is follow your heart..take risk..don't just take the safe n easy choices bcoz you're afraid of what might happen..don;t have any regrets n know that everything happens 4 a reason...
human brain is the most amazing thing..it works 24 hours a day, 7 days a week..right from u birth till u fall in love..BUT..must remember..the different between "can" n "cannot" are only three letters...the three that determine u life direction...i think i'd rather be hated 4 being who i am..than be loved 4 being something     that is out of my character bounds...must be careful what u do n be careful what u say bcoz it just might happen to you..like this words..life is not always beautiful, but its still alive in the memories...hua3x..ngam kar itu ar..the maximum time u will spend in u life with yourself..so make yourself as interesting as possible n u will never get bored..n sometimes option makes u deep, but the correct decision makes u feel stronger..n thats life which no one predict but it goes with the right justice...no matter what u may facing today, take time to ask the lord to shine his light on u. ask him to confirm his plan 4 u. as u continue pursuing his truth n righteousness, as u continue to make his word a priority in u life, u will experience more of his blessings..you'll see those brighter days as u move forward in the good plan he has in store for u...~~when GOD solves your problem, u have faith in his abilities, but when he doesn't solve your problem..remember that he has faith in your abilities~~
word has no meaning for describe feelings, people can form a thousand words, a thousand language..but words a not evidence of strong feelings...hahaaaaaaahahaaaaa....baa..pndai2 seja lar kmu ar...^_^

McFly - The heart never lies(acoustic)

Some people laugh
some people cry
Some people live
Some people die
some people run
right into the fire
and some people hide
their every desire
but we are the lovers
if you don't believe me.
then just look into my eyes '
cause the heart never lies

some people fight
some people fall
others pretend
they don't care at all
if you wan't to fight 
i'll stand right beside yo.
the day that you fall
i'll be right behind you
to pick up the pieces
if you don't believe me
 just look into my eyes
cause the heart never lies...
(Woah  2x)

another year over(more than a month)
and we're still together
it's not always easy
but i'm here forever
yeah we are the lovers 
i know you believe me
when you looked into my eyes
cause the heart never lies

and we are the lovers
i know you believe me
whenyou look into my eyes
cause the heart never lies
(oh oh oh Woah x2)

another year over(more than a month)
but we're still together
it's not always easy 
but i'm here forever
yeah we are the lovers 
i know you beileve me
when you look into my eyes
cause the heart never lies
cause the heart never lies
because the heart never lies...

Words..!

~You don't have to worry if you do not appreciated, but you have to worry if you are not valuable anymore.


Everything I feel for you I wrote down on one piece of paper…

one of them is…

kepada dia yang kucintai…

sejak mengenali dirimu…

sehingga kini…

terdapat banyak kata-kata yang

ingin ku lepaskan kepadamu…

namun, diriku tak dapat mencari titik permulaannya…

bibirku hanya membeku dan lidahku hanya mampu terkelu…

perasaanku diharap terus sampai kepadamu

melalui hembusan angin ini…!

I don’t force your self to believe the words of me…but one thing, I needed sincerity & honesty from of you…

Property rights reserved~ AryN…

Mimpi..!

Mimpi nie sbenarnya apa ar..? stahu sy lar kn mmpi nie hnya mainan tdur, ianya mmpi kdg2 indah dan kdg2 mmpi bruk…mmpi jg trjdi smsa or scra tnpa kta sdari n bg2 jg d sebaliknya lar(mmpi buat2)haha..sy pn tida tau knpa sy tiba2 mau crta psl mmpi kali nie..mcm sy rasa ada yg sesuatu mndorong sy jaa..ceyh..knun lar..pd hal mau mnghilangkn rasa boring jaa..sy sbgai mnusia biasa pn tida pnah ketinggalan jg tuk brmmpi or trmimpi..wat ever lar mmpi apa jaa..bgi sy lar kn..mimpi nie amat/sngt mustahil boleh berlaku dlm realiti fizikal..mcm mimpi d luar jangkaan kita(sbgai pemimpi lar knun)..sy rasa mimpi nie byk jnis..tpi yg sy tau ada 3 jnis mimpi sja…

1^st – mimpi jasmaniah

2^nd –mimpi subjekftif

3^rd – mimpi rohaniah

Sy pn tida jg brpa tau psl mimpi2 nie..tpi sy kn jnis org yg suka mmbca knun..byk bnda/hal/isu smasa d dnia nie yg mgkn sy suda tau lar. N psl mmbca nie sy free size jaa, I mean tida kira lar bku apa sja yg ptg crta/kndungan dlm bku tue mnrik minat sy tpi novel ttp nombor 1 lar if dlm kategori bku2 nie..well, mcm jg org ckp..mmbca tue ada lar amalan yg mulia/bek..hahaaa..mnambahkn byk pngetahuan lgi..kn..kn..ok lar..berbalik pd topic sbenar td..sy kasi fhm/penerangn lar knun serba sdikit ttg  3 jnis mimpi d ats td tue..yg sy tau n if sy masi tringt lar ar..^^

~Mimpi jasmaniah nie knun ada lar mmpi yg tida ptg n d sbabkn fkiran yg bngun n bimbang, demam, rmuan ubat, n dadah scra berpnyakit..jnis mmpi nie sdkit merunsingkn pemikiran sy Oo..

~Mimpi subjektif pula ada lar mmpi yg brdasarkn pndangn sndiri..mimpi jnis nie pnuh lmbang dan meramalkn..wlu bgaimna pn maknanya trsembunyi d sebalik lmbang n kias…sy rasa mmpi jnis nie mmpi yg boleh d buat2 sndri or mgkn jg scra tida sngja..hahaaa…bgi pemahaman sy jaa lar knun berdasarkn pmbcaan sy psl mmpi2 nie…hehe..pndai2 baa..hua3x..

~Mimpi rohaniah nie pula d laksanakn oleh roh sndri n meramalkn mmpi bole mlebih2..smua mmpi mgkn bole mnggembirakn mgkn jg d sebaliknya(mmpi ngeri/seram)..n boleh mninggalkn tanggapan yg than lma yg mnakutkn or d sbaliknya..bila kita tdur kn..fkiran kta tida akn aktif(mmg lar baa kn..xkn tym tdur smpat lgi mau bepikir)hahaa..jdi fkiran mmpi nie melebih2 n mngheretkn gambaran dlm mmpi shingga merangsang dlm dri kta n sungguh mnakutkn…ceyh..

Hahaaaaa…sy rasa mcm ketiga2 mmpi nie sy pnah rasa oO..tpi yg slalunya mmpi sbjektif n rohaniah lar..hahaaa..mmpi jasmaniah jarang…n mmpi rohaniah yg blik2 nie trjdi sma sy brbnding mmpi sbjektif..iskh..bkin tkut jg lar if temimpi yg seram/ngeri…tpi best jg if temimpi yg indah2…hahaaaa..jrang2 baa trjdi..tpi kn..kdg2 mmpi nie boleh trjdi jg d alm reality tpi jrang lar..hnya satu/sorg dlm sejuta jaa kali yg mngalami bg2..sy blum pnah lgi lar temimpi yg btul2 jdi knyataan..lbih kurg mcm tue lar yg sy tebaca tue hri..ntah..artikel/bku/crta apa tue…ar..mgkn byk org yg tida pcya  yg tue mmpi tida bole jdi knyataan kn..tpi kmu jgn..if btul2 tue mmpi kmu mnjdi realiti..naaaa..bru kmu tau..lgi2 lar if mmpi tue 1 mmpi yg seram or mnakutkn..mmg mmpi nie mngarut lar bgi pndangn org len tpi teda yg alasan yg logic jg kn if kita pcya sesuatu bnda tue mngarut yg melampau sngat..apa org ckp..kdg2 bnda yg karut-mngarut nie pn kta msti pcya jg baa..bkn lar pcya 1 hundred percent..pcya 50-50 lar…so, lu fkir lar sndri dia bilang c nabil(raja lawak 2)..hahaaaaaa…

Mimpi VS Impian

Naaa haaah..nie sja2 ar sbgai pnambhan crta sy buat post yg kali nie..teda kaitan lngsung dgn crta sy d ats..knun lar…well, blog direka utk mnyimpan kemas sgala kenangan kehidupan seharian yg smakin hri smakin luput d ingatan..ceyh..smpat lgi bermain dgn kata2…hahaaaa..besa lar..tida bole d pisah kn suda dari diri sy knun lar..yer lar..btul jg kn..nti2 if kita suda berkeluarga or mmpunyai kluarga sndri, mksud sy suda berkhwin n mmpnyai ank,cucu n cicit.kira yg suda berumur(suda tua) lar..hahaa..can’t imagine it.. n sy scra khususnya, boleh jg kita imbas2 kmbali/bca2 blik apa yg kita/sy tulis dlm blog nie kn..naaa..memori baa nie..ingt senang2 kar dpt kenangan..tida kira lar knngan mnis or phit…naaa..mcm jg slalu..asal jaa buka topic bru msti sy temenyimpang/telari skejap dri topic sbenar..hahaaaa…ok2..stop..

Nie bgi pndapt n pndangn sy sndri jaa ar…tida tau lar kmu..msing2 pnya pmikiran kn..ceyh..mimpi nie sy rasa kn boleh d jdi kn impian kita/sy..sbab knpa sy ckp bg2..sbab ada kn mmpi yg bole d buat2 td  n trus bole trjdi mmpi..hahaaa..kira bole jdi impian jg tue knun lar..n impian sy/kita tue kdg2 akn trbwa2 dlm mmpi..yg mcm impian kta tue dluan/terlebih dahulu trcapai d alam mimpi(fantasi) berbanding yg knyataan(reality)..kn..kn..btul jg kn..nie bkn brdasarkn pndpt sy jaa tpi brdasarkn pmbcaan sy slma nie..sy fkir2 btul jg kn..so, sy stuju lar dgn pndpat tue pnulis artikel..tpi kn kdg2 impian kta tue kdg2 jg hnya trcpai dlm mmpi n tida trcpai d alm realiti..bg2 jg d sebaliknya..mgkn jg bole  trcpai d kedua2 alam tersebut..haahaaa..wlu apa pn..dari diri kita sndri jg baa tue kn…sbab apa yg kita fkirkn itu akn mmpengaruhi diri kta kelak..mksud sy msa dpan seseorang itu lar knun…J baa..pndai2 lar kmu mnilai sndri ar..

Today…hmm..teda yg istimewa sngat pun..mcm jg hri kebiasaan yg sy lalui…tpi sy mcm tension/stress jg lar knun sbab exam tuk short sem nie mau dekat suda..tida smpai 2 mngu lgi oO..30hb lgi tue..hjung bln nie..mmpus lar..mau stdy btul2 nie oO..if bole mau kasi dpt A..tida pn B pn jdi lar..jgn jaa lari dri target sy…J..i miss my sygg..owez love you..! 

keboringanku hilang seketika..!

Hmm..d mna mau mula nie ar..mcm len suda nie tau yg sy rasa if jarang suda buka blogger..iskh..wat ever lar..hua3x..fenomena WC lar nie…mula d mna2 jaa lar..direck to de point lar..okay..hri nie sy jln p kk..jln2 cari psl dgn boni..hahaa..tida baa..p tngo wayang/movie (mantra)..bida lgi tue wayang..mnyesal sy tngo..suda lar sy tida mnat genre yg seram berunsurkn  ilmu kebatinan/ilmu hitam…besa lar filem m’sia blik2 genre yg sma jaa kena buat..komedi lgi lar mmboringkn..tngo if filem org putih or thai pnya filem..naaa..salah 1 contoh..brfikiran jauh dia pnya pembuat/pengarah/produser/penerbit filem..well..sy pnya minat if psl wyang nie berunsurkan/genre muzikal filem 1^st…len2 genre minat gitu2 jaa..smua org pnya minat yg tersndri baa kn..sblum kmi tngo tue wyang kn..smpat lgi kmi men DOTA 1 gme..hahaaa..mmg tida sah sy sma boni if tida men dota tym jln2 d kk…lgi pula lma suda tida men sma2 kn…lepas tngo wyng kmi p mna tue ar..oO yaa..p mkn..smbil tue crta2 ttg hal ehwal yg trtntu jaa..hahaaaaa…mngumpat org tue teda lar..tpi crta psl org confirm ada..hua3x..byk topik lar kmi crta2 td…oO yaa..bru teingat yg pointer c boni sem 4(cpa) mcm 3.0+++ tau..stdy suda mgkn c boni tue btul2…CGPA(all sem) dia kali tue bwah 3.0 n ats 2.5 …mgkn lar..n dgr2 lgi..mcm c boni ada dpt A tau..hahaaaa…sygg..sedia2 lar money ar..hehe..sy tida bsing ar td..sy diam jaa tue…hahaaaa…n sy tida trmsuk dlm prjnjian kmu…hehe…mgkn sja lar..blm psti lgi..:)

Psl apa lgi ar mau crta nie…herm..sy skg btul2 dlm kegawatan ekonomi..hahaaa..tpi mau jg jln/kluar td tnga hri…hahaaaa..borink kn..mau date pn ssh..aiyoo…adik sy msgg td yg dorg pnya elaun kluar suda..hahaa..sy mnta blnja lar nie…ada kar abg mnta blnja sma adik..tida tau maLu oO kn…nsib lar adik sy td bek hti kasi reload krdt tuk sy…^^

Spain Juara WC 2010..!

well..WC 2010 south africa suda pn melabuhkn tirai bru sbentar td...hahaaaa...dgn kejuaraan mlik spain menewaskn netherlands dgn jringan 1-0(extra tym) ...hmm..terubat jg lar knun rasa kekecewaan sy bila brazil kalah d quater final tmpoh hri..naaa..kotoh for netherlands(belanda) pnjajah lgi..sapa suru kmu kasi kalah 1st fav team sy(brazil)...skg 2nd fav team sy pula kasi kalah kmu blik...naaaa...dri segi kawalan/pnguasaan bola 50-50...dan yg pling mnrik skali dlm fnal td tue pngadil suka bgi kad kuning..pngadil dri england if tida silap sy..pesta kad..hahaaaa..13 kad kuning n 1 kad merah...gila..tida pnah2 baa sbelum nie...hahaaaaa...belanda nmpknya kmu ggal lgi prcubaan buat kali ke-3 d fnal world cup...huuuu..kotoh..mmg kmu lgi lar teda nsib...hahaaa..n spain juara bru in WC..1st tym jdi juara oO..apa tida..kbnykn pmain spain full of star nie..cish...apa2 pn congrats 4 spain dpt tebus blik kekecewaan sy..n belanda pa boleh buat..hnya 1 juara yg d cari..try lgi nti nex WC...gud try...hahaaaaa..akhir kata dri sy..sblum sy pn melabuhkn tirai kata2 terakhir story bout WC nie..hahaaaa..ada lgi knun..ceyh..bye2 for world cup 2010 south africa n welcome for WORLD CUP 2014 BRAZIL...brazil tue tuan rmah nti...can't wait lar...haahaaaa..baa..ckup lar..masi mngntuk lgi baa nie..nti ada clas lgi tue awl pgi jm 8..huuu..smpat kar tdur nie ar..hahaaaaa..lantak lar..bkn kali2 pn...:)

i live my life for you..!

~kebaikkan seseorang itu akan lebih terserlah bila ada keikhlasan dalam hati dan tidak ada udang disebalik batu…

~kenangan hanya mampu terusik tapi takkan mampu dikembalikan…

~my love is only one, and that one was just for you..!

Hahaaa..teda2 baa tjuk sy tue..kuang3x..Huuu…mmg btul2 terasa oO tamparan yg bg2 hebat buat sy sbab brazil kalah in WC 2010…hisy..aiya..ntah lar..trus mcm mlas suda nie sy mau update blog hari2…nie pn nsib lar sy rasa keboringan yg melampau sngat…suda lar sorg2 jaa cni rmah..saiful pula blik kmpng td pgi..bsok baru blik lar mgkn tue cni..naaa haa,sy tdur sorg2 lar lgi nie mlm buat yg ntah keberapa kali suda..hahaa..suda lar exam 4 short sem hjung bln nie..naaa..tngl bbrpa mngu jaa lgi…blm ada pn prsediaan lgi oO..nie kali lar…mnghrap jaa lar nie kena bgi crymark yg tngi..test 1 b.math hncur/failed..kotoh..suda lar teda stdy..nsib ada retest…hmm..nie retest nie ok lar dri yg sblumnya…dpt jwab smua soaln..:) hrap2 smua btul..ykin suda nie knun lar..hahahaa..

~6 july…

Apa ar sy buat tym nie…ntah lar..sy lupa suda…minda sy tida mmpu suda mngingati apa yg sy buat tym tue…so..skip lar ..

~7 july…

Tym Nie pn sy lupa2 ingt suda..naa..tpi sy rasa sy d rmh jaa mgkn tue..besa lar if d rmh..teda keja len slain rasa borink yg pling ketara sngt…mau on9 bosan, mau men gme lgi lar, mau tdur tpi tida mngantuk, smua apa yg sy mau buat serba x kena lar..ceyh…oO yaa..sbelah pgi mcm besa lar..ada clas dri jm8 smpai jm 12…clas mmg ok..tpi huu..last chapter tue b.math sy btul2 tida fhm..mmg tida msuk lar..pnya ssh..matee lar..wat ever lar..

~8 july…

Lau tida silap tym nie hri khamis baa pula kn..adei.. mvie eclipse(twilight) kluar suda d pnggung…my princess ckp dia suka/mnat tngo nie mvie..dri yg 1^st, 2^nd suda dia tngo n 3^rd(eclipse nie) suda plan mau p tngo but tida jdi(sbb kena bwa prents dia jln)…tebadmood trus baa c sygg..hehe..dia ckp lgi yg dia(my renny) teda mood suda knun tngo tue mvie..okay..sy tngo if dia dpt than or tida rasa keterujaan dia tue..hahaaa..pd hal dlu tida sbar2 suda knun..:) suda cancel so ikut btul mmg sy teda plan suda mau p mna2…tpi tiba2 pla adik sy yg bru msuk d uitm msg/sms sy  mnta hntar duit..adui naa..duit lgi..suda lar sy pn byk mau guna duit..bkn alang2 yg dia mnta..rm300 oO..no money erh..suda lar sy pn mau byar yuran short sem rm300 jg..waaa..mna mau cari tue..tpi tida pa lar..lgi pla adik sy mmg memerlukn duit tym tue..tida ckup duit yg dia kena bgi c mama kali tym kasi dftar dia..bkin beli buku knun..besa lar tue tym 1^st smbung stdy kn..mmg byk pn mau guna duit..dia mau mnta krim duit sma prents pn dia blm ada/blm siap kad atm..naa..if mama sy trun kk lgi..mnyusahkn pla..buang duit tmbang lgi..adui..yer lar..sy tida fkir pnjg lgi..lgi pla adik kndung jg pn..xkn mau tmaha2 kn..lgi pla sy ada duit lbh ckit..nsib pndai bejimat knun..tym tnga hri tue sy jln p kasi kluar duit n pas tue p d uitm..pnya jauh pla tue uitm kk..iskh3x..mcm jg ums byk hutan smpan..haha..tpi mmg cntek lar jg uitm kk nie..suda tue jrang lgi tue bus msuk sna..nsib lar tue driver bus bek hti tngu sy skjap..naa..tym sy p hntar duit lar nie yg buat sy btul2 trkejut sngt2..fuyoo..td sbelum sy jln adik sy ckp dia ada clas ptg jm2-jm4..sy smpai sna(uitm) mau jm3..adk sy ckp bgi sma kwn dia jaa..sy p bgi lar tue duit sma kwn dia d lbrary uitm..sunnguh ku x mnyangka oO..rupa2nya kwn dia tue ada lar org yg sngt2 sy kenali..sy tepikir sjenak/skjap yg adik sy mmg sngja mau kasi kena sy..me n kwn adik sy tue sma2 tekejut bila tebenmpk...mgkn dia(kwn adk sy) pn tida sngka sy ada lar abg kpda c ryne(adk sy) yg p hntar tue duit..naa..tediam dua2..sy bgi duit trus jln blik p bus..hahaaa.. pnya lar..tida smpai 5 mnit pn d sna..well, tue hnya lar kenangan lma/kisah silam sy yg hnya terusik kmbali dlm bbrpa saat..ceyhh..teda mkna tuk d ingt kmbali..pa yg ptg life must go on..hdup masi pnjg…lgi pla sy ada hdup bru n crta bru yg lbih sebulan suda tercipta..masi byk lgi cbaran d akn dtg kn..smpai kk nek bus trus blik rmh..hjn kn..!!

~9 july…

Naaa..kmrin nie kn..retest tue b.math..kuang3x..ok lar..teda mslh suda..:) hope nti fnal exm pn teda mslah..Amen..

~10 july(today)…

Huuuhu..hari yg pling mmboringkn..spnjg hri nie tdur jaa keja sy..tebangun2 jaa on9 jap..trus tdur lgi blik..hahaaa..bkin pnas baa..blik2 sy batuk2 nie..suda tue tesumbat lgi hidung sy spnjg hri nie..huuu..so,tdur jaa lar..mmg sah khidupan sorg pljar tida lari mcm tue…mgkn ada yg lbh truk dri sy kn..hoho…I really miss my sygg(renny azie) so much…I’ll teach u the song “I live my life 4 u” later k…actly, tue lgu d antra lgu keminatan/kesukaan sy suatu ketika dhulu(tym sem 1) skg pn masi jg..tpi jrang2 suda dgr..don’t worry princess senang jaa tue chord lgu firehouse~I live my life 4 u…yg ptg suda pass smua chord yg sy ajr…selagi hyatku d kndung bdan selagi tue lar sy ajr smpai pro men guitar..hehe..like no one can’t fight u anymoreJ

*farah…kasi tunda dlu tue baucer KFC ko ar…haha..boleh lar baa ar..my money ckup2 jaa tuk mneruskn khidupan sy smpai hjung bln nie…hahaaa..mmg sy suda kasi sdia baa tue..tpi adik sy lar pula mnta duit..so, sory..postpone ar..hehe..:) jgn risau sy tida mngkir jnji jg…trust me..sapa suru ko lmbat claim..hehe..

Owez love n miss you syyggg/renny azie…!

ohh juLy...!

~it's so hard to get you Love, but it's not easy for me to release it...! 


~jangan pernah menyesal untuk bertemu dengan orang lain tetapi menyesal lar bila orang itu menyesal bertemu dengan kamu...!

hye JULY..awl2 buLan Lgi suda tebadmood...uhhhhhuuu...setelah bbrpa hri sy diamkn diri/tida on9/badmood knun/mix feelings...wat ever lar..nie gara2 WC Lar nie..hisy..akhirnya My fav team tumbang/tewas jg dgn psukan bkn pLihan 1-2 kaLah sma beLanda/penjajah..shiT..!..sungguh sy tida dpt trima Oo..cish..ntah Lar..mgkn mmg sy teLampau minat nie sma braziL,sjak dhuLu kaLa Lgi knun...boLeh2 baa kaLah...pd haL braziL jg yg byk mngwaL boLa...mmg teda nsib Lar tue...c KAKA pn sy tngo nmpk kcewa...dri segi permainan, skill individu, prmainan brpasukan, n kLebihan mmg byk memihak sma brazil Lar..mmg boLeh d ktakn kaLah nsib Lar..apa boLeh buat..trpksa tngu 4 thun dri skg Lgi..pnya Lama tue..naAaa..WC 2014 nti braziL pula jdi tuan rumah..men d tmpat sndri hrap2 Lar jdi juara...ada kLebihan suda tue...knpa sy sdih biLa my fav team kaLah ? sbab sukan ini ada Lar sbhagian dri hdup sy dLu(msa skoLa mnngah)..terutama skaLi boLa sepak nie..mmg sy aktif sngt dgn sukan tym d skoLa mnngah dLu..byk jnis sukan sy ikut smpai pringkat ngeri(MSSS)..antaranya 1st, boLa sepak , 2nd, badminton. 3rd, sepak takraw, 4th, boLa tmpar, 5th, olahraga...5 jnis sukan nie Lar pling sy aktif...pnah skaLi  sy ada pLuang mau pegi  d smenanjung(pringkat kbangsaan, MSSM) sukan yg pringkat kbngsaan nie olahraga in 4x400..tpi dlm pda wktu yg sma trikh tue bertmbung/tesama2 dgn trikh prtndingn boLa sepak pringkat ngeri sbah(MSSS)..so,oLeh krna minat sy Lbh mndLm pd boLa spak..sy trpksa plih 1 jaa antra dua tue..huu..sdih n trpksa sy plih boLa sepak jaa..skaLi sy fkir bLik2 kn..mcm bgus Lgi sy pLih olahraga tue..enjoy lgi p smenanjung kn..hisy..mnyesaL puLa..adui..tpi apa org ckp..krna minat tue Lar kta ttp truskn pndirian kta kn..so sy rasa..sy tida jg mnyesaL sngt..hahaaaaa..oLeh krna itu Lar sy ckp td sukan nie boLeh d katakn sbhagian dri hdup sy...mgkn boleh jdi no.1 in my Life(dLu Lar)...skg tida suda..hua3x..coz sy rasa mcm sy tida shebat dLu suda...krna apa..?pnah skaLi sy Try ikut sukan oLahraga  thunan klej nie..tym sem 1 kaLi tue..(2008)sy try acara kgemaran sy(400m) n (Lompat jauh) tym skuL mnngah dLu..mmg sy d antra yg trhebat Lar acara nie dlu(bkn mau temberang2 ar)mmg btuL pn..kmu mau tau sy dpt num brpa ? hahaaa...in 400m sy msuk final jg but hnya mmpu dpt no.4 dri 8 pLari...hoho..n Lompat jauh no.4 jg...hahaaa..mmg sah sy tida shebat dLu..Lgi puLa sy kurg training n mmg teda training pn...huuu..dLm boLa sepak mgkn skill prmainan sy kurg or mmg teda suda mgkn skg...cuma yg sy rasa sy masi boleh n mmpu..badminton n sepak takraw Lgi...:) sbab itu Lar sy rasa sdih/tebadmood biLa my fav team kaLah in WC...kn brkaitan jg dgn crta sy td..kn..kn..sukan jg kn..! hdup2..mmg sungguh byk prubahan yg brLaku dgn diri sy nie Tau...cuma ada 1 jaa yg ttp sma dri dLu smpai skg...mgkn sy rasa kmu boLeh agk nie...minat sy trhdap dunia seni pnuLisan(nveL, pntun n yg swktu dgnnya)...besa Lar...:) tida apa braziL..mngkn bkn musim kmu WC kaLi nie..try Lgi nti 4 thun dri skg...wLu apa pn..sy ttp jdi peminat setia kmu smpai biLa2 tida kira Lar kmu menang kar tida..:)

~1 july...
seingat sy Lar kn..tym nie..Lau tida siLap sy..tym ptg2..me n My princess p tg aru beach...my sygg mnta ajar men gitar...so, sy dgn scra sukarelanya mnwarkn diri tuk ajr dia Lar..haha..hmm..ok Lar jg...my sygg..cpt bLjar/tngkap men gitar..sesuai dgn jari pmpuan yg Lmbut mmg cpt bljar..smua chord asas sy ajr, smua dia boLeh buat but ada bbrpa chord mgkn yg sy ykin msti dia suda Lupa skg..teda praktis Lar tue..hehe..tpi tida pa..sy fhm..:)tym yg mau senja suda keadaan cuaca yg cerah brgnti mnjdi hujan..tida jg Lar Lebat sngat..ehem..bila2 msa sy boelh ajr Lgi my sygg..asalkn Tym tue i'm free n u too..

~2 july...
suda jg sy crta td...detik2 kekalahan/tumbangnya my fav team d pringkat suku akhir WC..so no need lar kn ckp psl tue Lgi...! :)

~3 july...
ntah..hri sbtu kaLi tym nie tue..sy pn Lupa suda sy buat apa..mcm sy tida jLn puLa..dduk rmh jaa kaLi tue..

~4 july...
ehem..hahaaa..birthday c farah baa nie puLa tym nie kn yg ke-20..(kmrin)..tQ to farah sudi jg jmput sy ar p bday party ko..hehe thnx once again..d beach Lgi tue..pnya best..hua3x..tpi yg tida best dia..kena hujan..hahaaaa...best jg Lar sy, zaiton n elfy men hujan knun..ceyh..hahaaa..tpi ok Lar...Sory jg ar farah..teda hdiah..hahaaa..sy tida tau baa mau bgi apa sma ko..Lgi puLa sy tida tau apa bnda yg ko minat/suka..mcm tida pnah puLa tau sy bgi hdiah sma pmpuan tym birthday2 nie...matee Lar..hua3x..but..jgn risau..biLa2 msa jaa ko boLeh cLaim tue baucer KFC ko sma sy..hehe..tue jaa Lar mgkn kira hdiah sy sma ko tym bday ko yg suda brLaLu..hahaaaa..:) smoga pnjg umur n hepy2 sLaLu freN...!
~ 1 month ordy ~ 

~5 july(today)..
hmm..mcm besa Lar..ada cLas jm 8 smpai tnga hri...Lunch with LoLo d kntin USIA..pas tue p ambik sLip ..
n pas tue Lgi p kk...pegi byar nie brodben..hmpir teLupa nie...pas tue Lgi..mcm Lama suda nie tida men games on9..pa Lgi men DOTA lar..hahaaaaa..with LoLo..men 3 gme jaa..Len puLa lau lma tida men kn..pa2 pn trun jg akhirnya my best hero in dota(priestess of the moon/mirana) nsib masi pndai men Lgi..n tiga2 gme kmi menang..hahaaaa..pRo Lgi rupanya..ceyh..hua3x..

Miss you, Love you..owez..be mine sygg !