"Be your self in your own way"

Friday, December 2, 2011


Everything in life is temporary, so if things are going good, i'll enjoy it because it won't last forever. and if things are going bad, i do not worry, because it can't last forever either. but i'm always hope that i will always appreciate what i have in my life.

i really love you so please understand my feelings towards you.


Wednesday, October 12, 2011

Something i realize!

The longer I live, the more I realize the impact of attitude on life. Attitude, to me, is more important than facts. It is more important than the past, the education, the money, than circumstances, than failure, than successes, than what other people think or say or do. It is more important than appearance, giftedness or skill.
I am convinced that life is 10% what happens to me and 90% of how I react to it. And so it is with you... we are in charge of our Attitudes..

Wednesday, August 31, 2011

Bye August and welcome to September!

This year, our country celebrate two very important event. so, Salam Aidilfitri to Muslims and Happy Independence Day 54th..:) long i did not update my blog pula..jarang online suda baa..
oO yaa..hari ini hari terakhir pula di bulan ogos kan..besok bulan september suda..semakin lama semakin cepat pula masa berlalu kan..i knew it and we have to pursue the time as the proverb "masa itu emas". so, manage your time wisely..:)

apa mahu cerita nie ar?..macam byk baa nie mahu cerita tapi malas pula mahu menaip pnjang2..
oO yaa..dari yang 29hb kn sampai besok KONFERENSI PMM sib sabah ke-32 pula tue di dewan KDCA penampang..rindu pula mahu join..ssh baa mau jlan if malam..xpa lar next year ada lagi..harap2 nti dpt p.

ok lar skrg crta about my studies,
sem nie kan sy sem 7 suda..haha..tmbah 1 sem nie..mnyesal oO drop sbjek dlu..klu lar sy tau xpa lar...super senior suda nie..hahaaa..bkn sy jaa baa..rmai lgi member2 yg len.. tp xpa lar tngl 2 or 3 bln lgi hbs suda lar..bida oO mau hbis study suda..aiya..mau cari kerja? adui..mcm lar senang..kena ada working experience lgi..suda lar x pnah krja nie..krja kmpung sy tau lar..mcm memoreh getah g2..pngalaman jg kar tue? hahaaa..whatever lar..:)  i was afraid to move into the realm of full commitment when i've a family..bukan apa, but i am afraid i can not take responsibility as a man..ish..smpai situ pula sy fkir skrg nie..but i think i am a mature man when thinking that i right? 

My relationship..
hbgan sy pula dgn my only one is running smoothly.
biasa lar tue kn if gduh2..mmg tue lar lumrah kehidupan..gduh2 syg cakap mematangkan perhubungan..
you're always valuable, worthwhile human being, not because anybody says, but because you're very valuable for me.

Sunday, July 31, 2011

you & me

I forget it’s not about me and some things are not for me to know, though i do care more than i want to.  The Lord works in mysterious ways and you and i met for some reason.

I think God is molding you and me. He loves us and thinks we are more precious and wonderful than we can even begin to imagine. God will watch over you and will protect you and guide you like i did before. i hope i'll get the chance again and i wish only the best for you..i'll waiting.:)

Thursday, July 21, 2011

I love my life !

Some things i have learned on my never ending journey of this thing called life, i have learned if i want to be happy, i can be. i have learned if i want to be humble, i can. if i want to be full of peace, i can be. i can feel anything i want, because i know i have choices in my daily life..i love my life right now.!

Friday, July 8, 2011

Hey..I'm back !

The past does not equal the future.
Because you may have failed a moment ago,
all day today,
or for the last six months,
or for the last sixteen years,
or for the last fifty years of your life
doesn't mean anything.
All that matters is
what are you going to do now?

Every morning when I get up, the first thing I decide is:
What do I want?
Misery? Blissfulness?
What am I going to choose today?
And it happens that I always choose blissfulness.
It is my choice, it is my life..

I Love you so much bby..

Saturday, June 4, 2011

Happy anniversary !

happy anniversary for us because it was a year passed..our relationship is running smoothly..hopely our relationship will last forever..Amen..

Just flashback our love
Let me begin this word, this prelude to an encounter, formally, as a declaration, in the old-fashioned way, i love you. You do not know me (although you have seen me, smiled at me). I know you (although not so well as i would like. I want to be there when your eyes flutter open in the morning, and you see me, and you smile. Surely this would be paradise enough?). So i do declare myself to you now, with pen set to paper. I declare it again: I love you till the last of my life.

20 ways to make your relationship successful

1.Make sure you want to be in a relationship and
that the person you are with is right for you.

2.Trust each other.

3.Be a little flexible in terms of how much
closeness and togetherness you need.

4.Learn how to communicate in ways that will
promote your relationship and build closeness and
understanding between you. For example, show
respect, not criticism.

5.Learn how to love yourself and how to be in
touch with your own emotions don't deny or
suppress what you may be feeling or thinking.

6.Find ways to keep the passion in your
relationship alive. Stay sweet, thoughtful and
caring. Be loyal or faithful  and don't forget to say I love you.

7.Learn to tolerate adversity and stress.

8.Experience life together as an adventure.

9.Accept also each other's difference in traits and

10.Take time out of each day to grow your
relationship together.

11.Get over your ex's. Don't flirt with them
still or somebody else while you're in a
relationship. Making friends is not bad. But
flirting is different from "just making friends".
Its how you do it. You should know your
limitations. Have some respect for your partner.

12.Don't lie to your partner especially when
you're already caught in the act or there's
evidence to it.

13.Learn to say SORRY for all your faults.

14.Lower your pride especially if you know you
need your partner and you don't have anyone else.

15.Don't take your partner for granted. It's not
good that you draw on your partner for your
personal satisfaction or for your benefit.

16.Don't be insensitive.

17.Don't be fickle-minded, narrow-minded and

18.Don't be boastful of the things you have

19.Be contented with what you have. Be proud of
your partner.

20.Always be happy. 

Monday, April 18, 2011


Person doesn't have time to get attracted with others,
his/her attentions exclusively for the one they love.

Person still gets attracted with others, appreciates beauty,
flirts in some ways, but at the end of the day,
a loyal person knows where his/her heart belongs to.


Friday, April 15, 2011

My birthday.

Today is my happy birthday to me..may God bless me and my future life..amen.
birth is the start of life and death is the last of life. so make our life precious..
thanks to my future wife/girlfriend/princess for today..i really appreacite it..i don't have time so just stop here..later i'll update n keep bloging again.

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

Nothing less, always more.

It [Love] is not a word, nor a single action.
In truth, it can never be wrong
Like the sunrise, perfect in every possible way.
It is many things and yet it must exist
In the small space of the heart.
Once found it can bloom endlessly, with no cease.
It can choke one's throat, bring one to tears..
But it never hides in shadows or in darkness
It never feeds itself on deception.
It grows with trust, honesty and compassion.
Nothing less, always more..

Saturday, April 9, 2011

A time to believe

To believe is to know that
every day is a new beginning.
Is to trust that miracles happen,
and dreams really do come true.
To believe is to find the strength
and courage that lies within us
When it's time to pick up
the pieces and begin again.

To believe is to know
we are not alone,
That life is a gift
and this is our time to cherish it.

To believe is to know
that wonderful surprises are just
waiting to happen,
And all our hopes and dreams are within reach.

If only we believe..:)

Tuesday, March 15, 2011


What is love? How do you know when you really love someone?
I know i really love her because the way i feel for her is the most certain and uncertain thing in my life. I know i’d give anything for her i’d risk it all to be with her but i know if we asked why the answer could be as simple as i love her but the definition to that is as complicated as figuring out what pie is the numbers could go on forever and so could the definition to love everyone has its own. Not only that i know i’d want to be with her for forever but how long will forever be if she’s gone tomorrow will it be enough? How long is enough can it ever really be enough when we really love that person. Everyone says cherish the time we have together the good memories but i love her enough to not only remember the good times but remember our fights too as they happen every time they happen i’d fall in love with her more and not realize it. i remember the bad times because every single one of them led to a really good time and every fight led to us making up and every time he said sorry and i said okay just showed me exactly how much i’m willing to forgive to make forever as long as i can. You’ll can show someone you love them by giving them a hug or whatever but you also can prove it by being honest and faithful like me do with my only one..

Monday, March 7, 2011

Every morning

I dream for happy things to happen. Dreaming is nice and helps me get through sometimes. REASON: it's my mind. In my dreams I can be anything, I can do anything. There are no walls keeping me from getting to where I could be in life. To get somewhere in life, i have to become. To become, i have to learn. To learn, i have to fail. To fail, i have to take risk and chances.
Each morning when I open my eyes I say to myself: I, not events, have the power to make me happy or unhappy today. I can choose which it shall be. Yesterday is dead, tomorrow hasn't arrived yet. I have just one day, today, and I'm going to be happy in it..:)

I can only love you and be your soul mate

I can't give solutions to all of life's problems, doubts,
or fears. But I can listen to you, and together we will
search for answers.
I can't change your past with all it's heartache and pain,
nor the future with its untold stories.
But I can be there now when you need me to care.
I can't keep your feet from stumbling.
I can only offer my hand that you may grasp it and not fall.
Your joys, triumphs, successes, and happiness are not mine;
Yet I can share in your laughter.
Your decisions in life are not mine to make, nor to judge;
I can only support you, encourage you,
and help you when you ask.
I can't prevent you from falling away from friendship,
from your values, from me.
I can only pray for you, talk to you and wait for you.
I can't give you boundaries which I have determined for you,
But I can give you the room to change, room to grow,
room to be yourself.
I can't keep your heart from breaking and hurting,
But I can cry with you and help you pick up the pieces
and put them back in place.
I can't tell you who you are.
I can only love you and be your soul mate.

Monday, February 28, 2011

I'm going to be ?

I’m going to be happy. I’m going to skip. I’m going to be glad. I’m going to be easy. I’m going to count my blessings. I’m going to look for reasons to feel good. I’m going to dig up positive things from the past.

I’m going to look for positive things where I stand. I’m going to look for positive things in the future. It is my natural... start to be a happy person. It’s natural for me to love and to laugh. This is what is most natural for me. I am a happy person.

You've changed me in ways that no one else has. you've made me smile bigger. You gave me the best in life. You are the reason i actually believed in love R.A.G.

Friday, February 25, 2011


My faith shall always pull me through my failures.
My love is my gift for those who accept.
My family and friends are my strength.
My belief is in the good of others.
My hope is in a chance for another tomorrow.
My heart has been broken by my experiences, but mended by faith.
My prayer is that I may touch one soul for good.

Thursday, February 24, 2011

I know who i am !

I am strong because I know my weaknesses ,
I am alive because I am a fighter .
I am wise because I've been foolish .
I laugh because I've known sadness.

Life is very beautiful if you live in simplicity. You can find your happiness in the simplest things. You also find Love by giving love to others. You can build your own world, loving and caring for others. There you will also find your happiness, like i've been find my truly love..

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

A smile

There's something you may give,
To a friend and a stranger too,
It seems that when you give it,
It's given back to you.
This gift is worth a million,
But doesn't cost a dime,
It's lasting in effect,
But doesn't take much time,
This simple little gesture
Can make the day worthwhile,
It's just as good as sunshine,
It's what we call a smile.

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

Shared words

Never say I love you, if you don't really care.
Never talk about feelings, if they aren't really there.
Never touch a life, if you mean to break a heart.
Never say you're going to, if you don't plan to start.
Never look at me in the eye, if all you do is lie.
Never say hello, if  you really mean goodbye.

Monday, February 21, 2011

A little girl with her father


A little Girl and her Father were crossing a Bridge.
The Father was Kind of Scared so he asked his little Daughter :
"Sweetheart, please hold my hand so that you don't fall into the river." the little girl said:
"No, dad. You hold my hand."
"What's the difference?" Asked the puzzled father.
"There's a big difference," Replied the little girl.
"If I hold your hand and something happens to me, chances are that I may let your hand go. but if you hold my hand, i know for sure that no matter what happens, you will never let my hand go."

In any relationship, the essence of trust is not in its bind, but in its bond. So hold the hand of the person whom you love rather than expecting them to hold yours...:)

Sunday, February 20, 2011

♥I'ts my love for you♥

If you want to TEST someone .
NEVER test them by letting them GO.
They might actually think that you DON'T need them ANYMORE..:)

Honesty is not an obstacle to overcome, lying is. It never occurs to me to be dishonest. I always speak the truth and I wouldn't live my life any other way, I have nothing to hide. Dishonesty is the result of shame. Don't perform acts that be ashamed to reveal.

Look at the sky my love, take a good look, what do you see? shshshshhsh, wait, don't say, I will tell you what you see. You see an endless space, no limits for it, you feel you can go anywhere in it without reaching its end as it will never end, and you feel it wants to take you deep inside it. Do you know now what you saw? It's my love for you  .. I love you for the girl you are, I love you for the things you do, I love you for the things you say. But most of all I love you because you love me for the man I am and for the things I do and for the things I say.

Saturday, February 19, 2011

Dream your dreams

My dear friends, peace be upon you….do not loose heart when people do not believe in your dreams and say unto you that you are not going to achieve your dreams…when they say unto you that you are living in a fantasy world…do not feel weaken when they say your dreams are too big for you to achieve…believe…each one of us have great potential, strength, abilities and greatness hidden within us….but the choices we make in our lives and the path that we choose to walk on makes the outcome and creates the difference….dream your dreams they are in you for a reason, the dreams that you have within you have deep connection with the great potential hidden within you….it is the stirring factor which is stirring you up to become the person that you supposed to be in the world.

There are two kind of dreams…I call them material dreams and spiritual dreams. The dream that one dreams influenced by material greed...I call this the (material dream); fundamentally it is triggered by the idea that material wealth guarantees happiness in life. In reality material satisfaction does not guarantee happiness, inner satisfaction or peace for ones overall wellbeing. This is the kind of dream that one should avoid and try not to become manipulated.

The other dream is the dream that beams out from one’s inner essence…is who you are, who you really supposed to be in the world…which will ultimately lead you to the understanding of the one who has created you and to the fulfillment of your life’s existence…and rewards you with inner bliss and satisfaction.
When you put yourself in the path of achieving this dream you will see doors opening for you…obstacles will be removed to make way for you…you will experience divine encouragement, motivation and inspiration to move forward…I’m not saying that there won’t be any struggles but what I’m sharing is that in the midst of struggles you will experience divine inner peace, and all that struggles that you face will transform into invaluable knowledge, and will elevate you to higher understanding of life…will also strengthen you for the fulfillment of your life’s purpose, I call this the (spiritual dream). Following this dream will ensure you true inner satisfaction, happiness and overall psychological and physical wellbeing.

Be strong, don’t be weakened by people’s words…most of the time discouragement comes from people close to you, relatives even friends…God will uphold you, and guide you…dream your dreams!, you are in the path of becoming the special one…..the one that you supposed to be in the world, in the circle of time and history. God who has given you the dreams will carry you forward. 
Follow your dreams and attain inner peace and satisfaction.

Dream your dreams, follow your dreams and live your dreams..:)

Monday, February 14, 2011

˙·٠•●♥ Hαρρу Vαℓєηтιηє'ѕ Dαу ♥●•٠·˙

14 february

If  you are in Love
Please take care of your partner
Express you Love
Make them feel special

Love is a special feeling
And a gift from God
Which only few lucky people passess
So handle with care
And enjoy Loving someone and being loved.

May the raindrops fall lightly on your brow. May the soft winds freshen your spirit. May the sunshine brighten your heart. May the burdens of the day rest lightly upon you, and may God enfold you in the mantle of His love.

Just a note, Friendship help us open our hearts in ways that we thought were never possible.

~Never ignore a person who loves and cares for you because one day you may realize you've lost the moon while counting the stars~

Saturday, February 12, 2011

12 February 2011

~12 february 2011 is a special day for my girlfriend.
~Today(12 feb) is the anniversary of the birth of my lover.
~Happy birthday to you bby..21 years ~
~Smile always.
~I wish you a happy in my side.
~Loving you was never easy, and now leaving you is more difficult.
~I'll always stand by you, as your lover, as your friend, and as your soulmate. ^_*
~Let me dream if it can entertaining my heart.
~If you love me only in my dreams, let me be asleep forever. 

What is this?

People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that’s bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they’re afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they’re wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a radio. You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It’s all in how you carry it. That’s what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you’re letting society destroy your reality. You should stand up for your right to feel your pain.
Sometimes it's easy to feel like you're the only one in the world who's struggling. Who's frustrated, or unsatisfied, or barely getting by. That feeling is a lie. And if you just hold on, just find the courage to face it all for another day. Someone or something will find you and make it all okay. ....Because we all need a little help sometimes.....Someone to help us hear the music in the world, to remind us that it won't always be this way. That someone is out there. And that someone will find you !

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

Prayer for you Bby

I said a prayer for you today
And know God must have heard.
I felt the answer in my heart
Although He spoke not a word.

I didn’t ask for wealth or fame
(I knew you wouldn’t mind).
I asked for priceless treasure rare
Of a more lasting kind.

I prayed that He’d be near you
At the start of each new day
To grant you health and blessings fair,
And friends to share your way.

I asked for happiness for you
In all things great and small
But that you’d know his loving care
I prayed the most of all.
And that all is just for you !


Do you all know why God keeps on extending our life up to this far?
It's not because you need it,
But because someone else NEEDS you.

Sometimes life is full of uncertainties right? i think i'm right about that..:)
We'll never know when our time on earth is up till it's over..
So take many pictures, Laugh much,  Take time to look up at the stars, sing loudly, Smile a lot, And love like you've never been hurt..
because every sixty seconds you spend is a minute of happiness you'll never get back..:)

Our God

All things work for our good
though sometimes we can't see how they could
struggles that break our hearts in two
sometimes blinds us to the truth

Our Father knows what's best for us
His ways are not our own
So when your pathway grows dim, 
and you just can't see Him
Remember you're never alone

God is too wise to be mistaken
God is too good to be unkind
So when you don't understand
When you don't see His plan
When you can't trace His hand
Trust His heart

He sees the master plan
And He holds our future in His hands
So don't live as those who have no hope
All our hope is found in Him

We see the present clearly
But He sees the first and the last
And like a tapestry He's weaving you 
and me to someday be just like Him

 He alone is faithful and true
He alone knows what is best for you
So when you don't understand
When you don't see His plan
When you can't trace His hand trust His heart

Monday, January 31, 2011

♥My Sweet Bby♥

You are my love, my life, my best chance to live free,
my eyes when I watch the sun setting over the sea,
my lungs when the cool breeze blows softly into me,
you are my ears when I listen to a song.

My sweetest sweet, my dearest baby,
my trust and hope and my freedom of all fears,
always my love, no matter how far or how near.

The oceans so vast as far as one can see
under the sky so blue, beyond the mountains highest peaks,
so far, deep and long my love for you,
so strong and lasting, so real and true.

The beauty of your eyes looking into mine,
your skin, your hair all so soft and so fine,
how lucky am I that you could be all mine.

All as my angel I have found and she has found me,
so far, far away but I still hear her heart beat,
beyond all hopes and more than any dream,
I now believe in fate and in destiny.

 Renny Azie Gasmin 

Sunday, January 30, 2011

My Some Philosophy Of Life

* Be a blessing to other human beings by your actions, words and thoughts. Spread light in the lives of other people, not darkness.

* Be the master of your life, be confident and fearless. live with honour.

* Whatever happens in life, face it bravely and come out as a winner.

* Make changes in life when it is necessary. Because, good and bad exists in this beautiful world.

Saturday, January 29, 2011


I wanted to share something with you all. This is a very touching story. may be make you'll crying when reading it. (i'm just copy and paste the story) :)


A woman came home from work late, tired and irritated, to find her5-year old son waiting for her at the door.

SON: 'Mummy, may I ask you a question?'
MUM: 'Yeah sure, what it is?' replied the woman.
SON: 'Mummy, how much do you make an hour?'
MUM: 'That's none of your business. Why do you ask such a thing?' the woman said angrily.
SON: 'I just want to know. Please tell me, how much do you make an hour?'
MUM: 'If you must know, I make $20 an hour'
SON: 'Oh,' the little boy replied, with his head down.
SON: "Mummy, may I please borrow you $5  ?"
The mother was furious.
MUM: 'If the only reason you asked that is so you can borrow some money to buy a silly toy or some other nonsense, then you march yourself straight to your room and go to bed. Think about why you are being so selfish. I don't work hard every day for such childish frivolities.

The little boy quietly went to his room and shut the door.. The woman sat down and started to get even angrier about the little boy's questions. How dare he ask such questions only to get some money? After about an hour or so, the woman had calmed down, and started to think: Maybe there was something he really needed to buy with that $5 and he really didn't ask for money very often. The woman went to the door of the little boy's room and opened the door.

MUM: 'Are you asleep, son?' She asked.
SON: 'No Mummy, I'm awake,' replied the boy.
MUM:'I've been thinking, maybe I was too hard on you earlier' said the woman. 'It's been a long day and I took out my aggravation on you. Here's the $5 you asked for.'

The little boy sat straight up, smiling.

SON: 'Oh, thank you Mummy!' he yelled. Then, reaching under his pillow he pulled out some crumpled up bills.

The woman saw that the boy already had money, started to get angry again. The little boy slowly counted out his money, and then looked up at his mother.

MUM: 'Why do you want more money if you already have some?' the mother grumbled.
SON: 'Because I didn't have enough, but now I do,' the little boy replied. 'Mummy, I have $20 now. Can I buy an hour of your time? Please come home early tomorrow. I would like to have dinner with you.'

The mother was crushed. She put her arms around her little son, and she begged for his forgiveness.

This is just a short reminder to all of you working so hard in life. We should not let time slip through our fingers without having spent some time with those who really matter to us, those close to our hearts. Do remember to share that $20 worth of your time with someone you love. If we die tomorrow, the company that we are working for could easily replace us in a matter of hours. But the family & friends we leave behind will feel the loss for the rest of their lives.

Friday, January 28, 2011

Good Morning

How often we wish for another chance to make a fresh begining.
A chance to blot out our mistakes and change failure into winning.

It does not take a special time to make a brand new start.
It only takes the deep desire to try with all our heart.

To live a little better, to always be forgiving.
To add a little sunshine in a world for which we’re living.

Never give up in despair nor think you are through.
For there’s always a tomorrow, A chance to start a new.

Every Sunrise gives us one more day to Hope and Live life to the fullest.

Enjoy this day, and all of the blessings that are in store for you !

Good Morning Everybody !!

Thursday, January 27, 2011

I've Learned

I've learned...
that love, not time, heals all wounds.

I've learned...
that the easiest way for me to grow as a person
is to surround myself with people smarter than I am.

I've learned...
that everyone you meet deserves
to be greeted with a smile.

I've learned...
that there's nothing sweeter than sleeping with your babies and feeling their breath on your cheeks.

I've learned...
that life is tough, but I'm tougher.

Enjoy your day and all that it brings !!