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Wednesday, May 26, 2010

Tired...!

Lpas jaa exam ingtkn xda suda keja/atau pn bnda yg mmbuatkn sy pning kepala...nie gara2 mau buat draft bank lar nie...pas jaa hbis exam yg hri ahd tue kn..trus keesokan hrinya sy jln lgi...p buat draft bank tuk byar tue royalti  short sem...suda lar pnas terik tue matahari(tym hri isnin),aiya..mmg btul lar tau nsib sy sjak kebelakangan nie tida brpihak sma sy..ntah lar npa...1st kn sy p d CIMB bank d putatan..sma2 briz n fararin..skali tngo tida dpt buat..coz CIMB skg guna prosedur bru suda...msti ada surat twaran tym msuk d klej or pn memo knun...ceyh..bru bole buat draft bank d CIMB..pnya lar sy bilang2..pnat jaa sy p sna..buang tmbang lgi...suda lar pnas btul tym tue..mcm nda snggup suda sy mau jln...dlm prjlanan mau p kk sy singgah lgi kejap d klej..mau mnta memo knun..tue pn mna da kena bgi memo..kena suru lgi p buat draft d bank len..bole jg tue knun yg org dlm ofis HEP ckp..jdi sy trus lar p kk..tym tue sy sorg2 suda jln..briz n fararin suda blik..tym tue pryt sy brbunyi2 suda suda mnta kena isi..apa tida limpas suda kn tym tnga hri..tpi sy ttp mau kasi slesai dlu apa yg sy mau buat bru lar sy mkn..smpai jaa kk  trus sy p d public bank d bngunan MAA...ingtkn skjap d sna..pnya lar lma mnnggu  tue draft siap...mau stnga jm..prut sy pn mkin kuat brbnyi..suda lar kena caj lgi rm5 tuk buat draft tue..aiya byk btul guna duit..sy tida lar kisah sngt psl duit sbab sy nie jnis yg pndai brjmat jg(knun lar)hehe..coz stiap jaa elaun bulanan msuk d account sy masi ada baki lgi knun duit sy...tpi tida lar byk sngat...rtus2 jaa..haha...:) ok lar smbung crta td..dpt jaa tue draft trus syn direck nek bus p hntr tue draft d klej..coz hri tue jg last mau hntr kn..so trpksa lar..pa bule buat..mmg suda dugaan org ckp..hahahaa..redha jaa lar..ngeh3x..suda slesai smua trus prut sy tida suda brbnyi..hilang suda kn selera mkn sy gara2 tue draft bank jaa...huuhhu..mmg sy kurg brnsib bek lar sy sjak kebelakangn nie..fuhh..k lar END detik2 yg memenatkn dri sy..:)

crta hri nie pula...
awl pgi lagi sy suda kena cal c tahar yg sir Isa minta tolong angkat brang2 dia pndah rmh...jdi rmh sewa kmi sma sir isa(my lecturer) 1 blok suda lar..bLok A4 kepayan ridge...ngeh3x..mau jg knun kasi tau kn...tida kena tnya pn..apa2 pn mmg sy ikhlas baa tolong sir isa..bkn sy jaa..kmi brtiga..me,tahar n bonie...mmg best lar bekawan sma sir isa nie..dia anggap kmi mcm kwn jaa nie..anggap student jauh skali...slalu jg sir blnja mkn n tngo wayang..mmg best lar..sy brtuah jg dpt kenal sorg lecturer yg bek mcm sir isa..:) suda tue..dia(sir isa) ckp sma kmi..lau kmu ada mslah dgn pelajaran kmu dia ckp..(trutama skali sbjek statistik & bisnes math lar) dtg jaa cni rmh..sy ajar kmu dia bilang..tngo tue..betapa beknya sir isa...mgkn student len nmpk sir isa len mcm lar..tpi yg sebenarnya sy x dpt nafikn yg sir isa bek...sapa2 yg rapat sma sir mmg tau lar mcm mna kebaikan sir tue..hnya org yg x tau jaa yg x pnah mnghargai kebaikn sir isa...:) jasamu ttp dikenang smpai bila2 sir...respect lar..!

~wow...
how to start arh..? mula jaa lar kn dri mna2..ngeh3x..
dlm shari dua nie jaa..ada dua tiga kali sy cal si dia...lgi pula i already tell my feelings with her...mcm beban yg ada d bahu sy rngan suda knun sy rasa lar..kira lega lar pas jaa sy ckp bg2 ma dia..mmg lar brdebar2 tym  tue..fuhh..ntah mcm mna tiba2 dtg keberanian sy tue...however, ntah lar ssh btul mau ckp mcm mna respon dia kelak...tngu & lihat jaa lar kn..:) oO yaa pula...esok sy ada date with her..naa haa...sy pn tida tau mcm mna mau berdepan dgn dia oO..sjjurnya slma nie sy tida prnah jln brdua with gurl..walau skali pun..btul nie..rmai2 pnah lar..apa2 pun  esok sy akn cuba brdepan dgn dia..sy kena buktikn keberanian sy sbgai sorg llki knun...sy tau dia pun tkut jg kali..tpi oleh krna suda jnji...so,kedua2nya kena tepati jnji..bkn bg2 kar..?kuang3x...lgi pula jjur nie sy ckp..sy bnci dgn org yg suka mngkir jnji...! he :) plan esok p tngo wayang n p cari2/tngo2 lau ada novel trbaru d psaran...:) lau ada yg bru..mngkn sy beli..ngeh3x..pas tue ntah mau p mna..bsok2 bru fkir lar kn..hehe..apa2 pun sy tida akn pnah mau memaksa dia...biarlah dia ambl msa seberapa yg dia mau..(tpi jgn lar baa knun telampau lma arh..he) sebulan mgkn sy masi ada kesabaran lgi...lbh dri tue ntah mgkn jga sy masi sbar..sbab sy nie jnis org yg pnyabar...tpi pntang d cabar...tngo keadaan jg lar jnis cbaran tue..hoho...:)he..i really love her..more than her knew...i dont know since when i have the feeling like that..tpi yg pasti, that is my real feelings with her...1 words 4 u..~kau tak indah di mataku, kau tak menggetarkan batinku, tpi kau slalu ada di hatiku..~ if dia dpt trma sy as her lover, i can't promise anything with her...tpi 1 jaa sy dpt jnji...~kebahagian buat drinya..:) (brkta2 lgi c kwn nie..) yer lar..sy pn insan biasa jg..mcm jg org len..tiada yg perfect pn..asalkn dia dpt trma dgn seadanya..:) if disebaliknya..hmm..tida apa lar..mgkn dia ada pilihan yg better than me...:) dan nsib btul2 tida mnyebelahi sy lar kn..mcm jg crta sy d ats td tue n tym exm tue..so..trma jaa lar..:) tue yg trbaik 4 me..wow..stop lar d sini..telampau byk suda sy tulis nie..apa2 pn ada lar DATE esok..:) hrap2 ok jaa tym jmpa nti..~ END...

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